INTRODUCTION
Don’t get me wrong I enjoy a good conspiracy I remember in the 2010’s when there were a lot of what they call now truth channels or other well known as conspiracy channels on YouTube. Some of it which is nothing but some harmless fun is okay but then we jump into the wild side stuff you have to believe in aliens and stuff to believe what they say. I heard it all from the queen being a reptilian and eating babies to replacement clones of the stars of yesterday and even today. As I said some of it is just harmless fun but the funny thing about it is people and the person delivering the news actually believes it. Even though it can be what I called harmless fun it can lead you down dark and lonely paths which I get into further down this post. I wonder all the time what the person’s agenda is the person who is behind spreading the craziness is it to spread the word or just because you can’t stand that person or a way to get global attention like here’s the scoop but don’t forget to buy my merch or buy and stream my music it does make me wonder. Obviously it’s a topic starter in real life and on YouTube and online the reactions are priceless and most take it with a pinch of salt and then there are people who over react and start hating or acting shady towards that person and is mostly to do with the satanic nature but more on that later. I’m actually writing this post as I seen a surge of the so called truth channels and the return of the crazy and dam right silly with bigger and bolder claims and talk of proof without showing proof and fake what it looks like fake AI made thumbnails that is meant to be the proof but it just not cutting it. I mean how many tear duck photoshops are you going to do with a miserable face they use it on everyone and at first it was convincing but it’s been done too many times but still impressive gear. I remember when I first really started hearing about conspiracies and fully understanding them was at my old school Fairfield Grammar School and when I was about 11 when I first started secondary school. Our teacher was a bit of a kook too and he told us some of them which always used to scare me but sounded so real and interesting. He was well up to date with them and knew all the old ones he was a bit of a wiz to it actually. It did change my perspective of the world and my outlook on things but I said nothing was going to stop me doing what I wanted to do and I did it.Â
MESSING WITH MY PSYCHE
As I said I started hearing and making way of conspiracies when I was 11 around 1996 and when I started secondary school. I always had a mental illness well since when I was seven and only got treated in 2016 when I got some help. I got sectioned and this was due to a number of reasons but one of them was watching too many conspiracy videos on YouTube. Like any nutter I stared watching harmless videos like long videos in 15 minute section videos about JF Kennedy and also the clones then it got all serious and it was scary stuff scary cos I was on some nasty K2 weed that left me overthinking and paranoid but it was still believable until they pushed the boat out. It left me unhinged and thinking radical cos I actually thought Aaliyah was murdered and I was in this whole conspiracy and my meeting with Aaliyah when she came to my school in 1997 was linked to her death some how or I was cursed was the other one. This was after watching countless videos on YouTube to do with Aaliyah including all her videos looking for clues but alas I couldn’t find nothing this was in the 2010s by the way when there was no mute button for it and I was looking for the truth even though I really didn’t need to. Even though I couldn’t find any truths in her music videos and also interviews YouTube filled up my box with countless videos that had convincing clips that looked like the truth like the backmasking of popular songs that if you play it backwards you will get a usually satanic message like worship the devil or worship me that is linked to the illuminati or satanic clips in the music videos which is meant to be worshipping the devil, the illuminati or is linked to the butterfly monarch and is where they are sex kittens/slaves to the rich and famous which sounds interesting. I believed all the above and more and liked the fact even though I was against it but I liked the fact of this higher foreseers who control us and the rich and famous pulling those strings one by one and some of the rich and famous being sex kittens and secretly worshipping the devil and illuminati it sounded so interesting but scarily real. Watching the videos on YouTube about conspiracies gave me my own idea to reverse some of my own songs I had and one of them Aaliyah’s I Care 4 You that song really scared me and though played normally it sounds like a song about love or what not but played backwards there are some horrible lines that makes it seem she was laughing behind our back and nasty name calling like she hates us or me at that point. It really did shook me up and made my mental health even worse but it was a state at that point as it was due to binge watching conspiracies on YouTube was one reason it didn’t go with the K2 I was smoking either. It was pretty dark stuff and mostly related to the next people I’m about to talk about Beyonce and Jay Z the so called king and queen pins of the illuminati. Â
THE JAYONCE COMPLEX
Long live the days when Jay Z was just a hustling rapper and Beyonce was that chick from Destiny’s Child boy has time moved fast. I don’t know what it is but for some reason they are putting a X over Jay Z, Beyonce and even their kids. Every two minutes they are speculating on YouTube on them two and they are some serious allegations and some silly ones like news just in Beyonce wore Aaliyah’s skin in order to keep Jay Z like geez Jay most people would ask them to dress up as them for Halloween and make another baby if you know what I mean. I mean it’s ridiculous that people would believe it and something so far fetched. For those who don’t know and hasn’t watched any conspiracy videos on YouTube Beyonce and Jay Z have been accused of being top members of the Illuminati and devil worshipers and have been since Beyonce got with Jay Z and they later got married and had kids together. This is also linked to the Hova sign (seen above) which resembles a pyramid which is linked to the pyramid and all seeing eye on the Dollar currency and the all seeing eye is traced supposable to the illuminati which they scream what Jay Z and the others who signed and not signed to his label are referencing when they do it. One of worse things and something that is brought up a lot is Jay Z killed Aaliyah so Aaliyah can be replaced by Beyonce. This is mostly linked back to the Hova sign which Aaliyah was seen posing in a picture. It can also go as far as saying the Hova sign was a sign that Beyonce has successfully taken over Aaliyah when Beyonce first done the sign. I really don’t know where to start with this as there was so much I went through with everyone being accused like Missy Elliott the madame in this, Ginuwine, Da Brat and so many more including her own uncle who did get a substantial payment when Aaliyah died so say. I really can’t see the resemblance between Beyonce and Aaliyah and if anything they should say she was to replace Michael Jackson as she’s on the same stature now and as much as I love me some Aaliyah AKA Baby Girl I really don’t see her on the same performance wise now like big sell out shows and top selling albums and streams in this current state I mean in 2025 or anything before 2005. Everyone know she was moving into acting and was going to be Neo in the Matrix but she died in the plane crash in 2001 before filming but she had a number of film appearance before her death. I really do see her still acting and appearing on things like Empire or even some guest appearances in TV in Sitcoms and serious stuff she might not even still be singing and touring if she was alive today. The other thing is which seems pretty harsh to say but is a valid comment so I say it but would she still be relevant in 2025 in the music industry and have a sell out out grand tour like Beyonce has. As I said I love me some Baby Girl but I’m being fair and just asking some simple questions we all have to ask ourselves and FYI I’m am and was Aaliyah’s top fan. The other allegations that are being made is Jay Z is drugging Beyonce to keep her in a bad and controllable state, Beyonce does witchcraft against people and countless other rumours and allegations. What’s even worse is there are people coming out and backing up these wild claims and becoming the next sensation for a bit. I mean I’m not being funny but until I see actual proof of these claims I’ll treat it as just another wild allegation or claim made by a hater or someone they think they are in the know and spreading these claims for likes and profit or just because they think they are in the know. I’m not saying Hollywood is not satanic I’ve worked in the outskirts of the Hollywood zone and been in the Hollywood zone when I was a dummy, a music assistant for Ant Records and noticed a stale feel to the place but most people were nice actually it’s true what they say it’s always about money and how much or what you got but everything is superficial and showy. So I do believe that but I don’t believe they worship the devil no more as I haven’t seen real blatant proof apart from what YouTube channels have said and pointed out which is in my opinion all lies and false facts and something that should be cracked down on to save our soul and sanity.      Â
AT AGE 40 GAS NO LIGHT REVEALS ALL
Me and my friend Arctic Fox laugh at the silliness of some of the titles and thumbnails on YouTube like the silly titles like At Age 80 They Reveal What We What We Was Thinking Along and those silly time traveling videos you have to be mental to believe and this is me not trying to be horrible about their believes. The fact is like all conspiracies on YouTube there isn’t enough evidence they promise to show proof but don’t actually give you anything to believe in and is something that has been photoshopped for sure when they do show the so called proof. Clickbait comes to mind and the proof was so say in the thumbnail now I wasted up to 15 minutes and still you haven’t showed me nothing what a complete waste of time and energy. I mean there is nothing wrong with it really and I do count that as harmless fun even though most of it is clickbait but it does frustrate me because people lose their mind to it and end up in some bad predicament all because the hater or so say knowing person gets on their high horse and start galloping around. Get down from there and walk like a real man or woman or anything below or above. I mean it really does put me off people when I start or did start believing the lies like when I heard the rumour Rihanna gave Chris Brown Herpes a sexually transmitted diseases and was so called uncurable and the reason why Chris Brown attacked Rihanna in that car incident I went off the two. It was all I could think about when I saw them in the online pictures and music videos and that is the downside to hearing gossip online and in your daily life. They even go as far as saying that people like Rihanna, Beyonce and countless others can’t carry babies no more as their uterus is damaged from the uncurable STDs or STIs Sexual Transmitted Infection. Even though this is false as Beyonce and Rihanna and the others have all had babies they carried themselves but they say they are fake bumps and fake pregnancies if you insist sir or madame. There was a big conspiracy that Beyonce was wearing a fake bump with proof of a picture that did appear to be a bit frumpy but anyone who has watched someone go though pregnancy and maybe countless times the woman is usually a bit frumpy during the start of the pregnancy which means looks like she or he has a cushion underneath the top and it’s not proper rounded we all have had the cushion underneath the top and pretended to be pregnant for a laugh and giggle or you might have been pregnant and know what I’m talking about.   Â
IN CONCLUSION
In short conspiracies videos and talking about conspiracies are fun to do but can lead you down dangerous paths and dark alleys which isn’t good for your mental health or your wellbeing. The other thing as well it can leave you feeling or being stupid and there is enough crazy and stupid in this world to go around. There’s nothing wrong about talking about conspiracy or watching conspiracy videos or browsing generally online but it should be treated with a pinch of salt and until you get solid proof it shouldn’t be taken serious. Whatever the case most of the people who perpetuate these rumours and conspiracies are mostly liars and they are unhinged and have some sort of agenda behind there wild tales or they are just hating cos they are either racist, sexist, a religious nut or something else. Always remember wait for the proof before going ahead and cancelling them or striking them off your fav list it’s the decent thing to do and saves you ending up looking stupid and insane in some cases.Â