Music News – New EP; A Lil Funky

October 29, 2023

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06/10/2023 - New EP; A Lil Funky

A bit of a change a UK Funky EP with four UK Funky-inspired club tracks. I got the drums online but I made the bass and some of the drum and percussion loops. I’ve made a few UK Funky EPs and one album but this is my favourite EP of the lot and I went for more bass, percussion and drums instead of using synths which I used to like using a lot in my rave stuff but I now like the stripped back versions which makes the bass and drums stand out more with the vocals on top. All the tracks have vocals which I got from my online subscription with Splice.com you find some good ones from that site even though they say not to send off the tracks with the samples used in Splice.com to any record company. The first track Feeling The Time is not my favourite on the EP probably my least favourite but I like it. I like the vocals which I got from a vocal sample pack which I brought from Loopmasters.com when I was buying more loops than one shot (one-hit sounds). The next song Just Called To Say is one of my favourites on the EP and I was quite pleased with it, to be honest. Again I found the samples on Splice and the second track already had the telephone fx on which I liked and knew I would make a good track with it. It gave me a few variations to chuck up in the air and I thought it was a good club track to dance to or a song to play loud in the car. I like the vocals but I like the bass too and is over a standard UK Funky drum pattern nothing too wild and nice and simple to make. The third song How It Feels (Bet They Don’t Tell Ya) is my overall favourite from the EP I like the bass and the vocals which gives it that club feel with the bass and the UK Funky drum pattern. I love vocals like this and also gives it that deep feel or warehouse room feel which I love, I was lucky to find the vocals and were exactly in my downloads of unused samples I think. I liked it for a later date so I was pleased when I rediscovered it. I think it goes with the beat and I would say one of my favourites for the moment of all-time stuff I made I would say. The last track We Make is another favourite of mine on the EP but not the most favourite I think it’s a good song for drinking and partying and I like the bass and vocals the pitched vocals make a change to the ones I usually use but I like to use a wide range of vocals, what I like the most and that is suitable to the track. The vocals say we make music and that’s what I love to do so this is also going out to all the music makers worldwide doing your thing.

Bandcamp News – New Mixtape Release; Ghosting Radio Mixtapes Radiology – Halloween 2023

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29/10/2023 - New Mixtape; Ghosting Radio Mixtapes Radiology - Halloween 2023

This year’s Halloween mixtape is from my radio Ghosting Radio which is hosted on my website and through a private browser. The Halloween Playlist is played every day from the 25th of September till the 1st of November from 8.00 PM  to 12.00 AM Monday to Friday and 6.00 PM to 12.00 AM Saturday and Sunday Greenwich time.  The playlist played on the station is mostly synthy stuff but there are some House tracks I made ages ago and thought I should put them on there. On this mixtape, it’s all synthy stuff apart from one track which is a House track and it plays randomly so every day it’s a new playlist. I like to make stuff for Halloween and give it away and this is this year’s offering and some of my older tracks I made and released then unreleased due to losing my account to my music provider.  I don’t know what I’m doing this Halloween I always like to go out and do something when I had my dog we went for late-night walks on Halloween night you never know what you might see and pray you don’t get egged by a lil shit. I’ve been to a few haunted places so it’s getting harder to find new places to investigate not that I actually believe in ghosts but it’s always fun to hang around somewhere old and rural. There’s an old railway path that is now a cycle path and I swear I saw a ghost in the camera. I already talked about it on another website which got deleted so I doubt I’d retype it up but briefly, we me and my mate were on the cycle track and we were taking pictures I was doing Flickr at the time which is a place to display and show off your photo work. I had a crap camera but I know how to hold it anyway, we were taking pictures when this shot of a misty face came up and spooked my mate out but I thought it was interesting, to say the least. It could have been my face morphed with the mist we were blowing out as it was a cold night. I have no idea why we were out anything for an adventure I guess lol. It looked like an alien and it had a hole in its head let me pull up the photo for reference. A bit of history on the place it was taken on the old railway it was once a Dramway that was pushed the coal out of the mines by horse and cart before being converted into a railway line before being closed down and converted into a cycle track and dates back to the 19th Century so after 1801 looking it up. I should send it off to Fourteen Times or something to see what people think of it as I think it looks pretty spooky though I am still sceptical of what it is which is fog and flash, but what do you think please let me know it be interesting to know your views and no it’s not photoshopped but it would make a good project. 

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Music News – New EP; Journey Through Life

October 21, 2023

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05/10/2023 - New EP; Journey Through Life

I made another EP this time it’s Synthwave and a bit of a change from what I usually do. The EP is all Electro Funk with some quick-paced tracks and some mellow tracks also. I enjoy making Synthwave and don’t make too much of it but I have done a few now and this has to be my favourite from what I have done already it seems it’s getting better each time. The first track The Pleasure Is All Mine is a melodic medium-pace-track that I like and is one of my favourites from the EP as I like the melodic sound to it which I played on my keyboard. It reminds me of sounds for the king or Queen as it’s a triumph track and as if you are walking in a king’s or queen’s quarters for some reason but that’s the impression I’m getting from the first track. The second track Crunchy is another medium-paced track and more throwback 80s vibes. The title was inspired by my test results when I took a DNA test for a laugh which determined I had a crunchy head and I thought crunchy would be a good title for a track so I did. The track reminds me of the Micheal Jackson video Beat It or Moonwalker the movie also starring Michael Jackson. I think has the same feel to it as I think the drums make the track and make it sound that way, I did it myself using Zenhesier 80s Drumkit. It definitely reminds me of being in an 80’s smoky club or being in some sort of 80’s scenario like in the gym and is also one of my favourites on the EP. The next track on the EP Livid Living is a slow-sounding track. I didn’t plan on making it sad but I was going for slow but after hearing it again I thought how sad it sounded so it’s a sad track. The track or one of the synthesizers is kind of out of tune I think two synths are. I noticed some of the most famous synth bands are making out of tuned tracks so I thought I’d leave it in as that as I liked the sound to it and it made it sound sadder or what I was going for melodic but relaxing. I like to make relaxing tracks as I like to listen to relaxing tracks and also I have a radio station called Ghosting Radio which I put all my music on the station and it has set shows like night time etc. I called it Livd Living as I thought it sounded like a good title and also the state of the world today with all the recessions and illness but I won’t go into that lol. The last track Calling Cards is a fast-paced track and the fastest on the EP it’s a general Synthwave track but from the Electro Boogie genre which was what it was inspired by. It has a dark undertone to it and a melodic feel and is my overall favourite from the EP as I like the chorus bit the most which I played. I play all the key bits and do the basses and the drums the whole thing basically. It reminds me of credit music from the 80s but I’m not sure what genre of movie it is from probably horror I feel but it could be any 80s movie or even TV credits but more movies.

Bandcamp News – New Mixtape Release; Seven Deadly Syns – Pride

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19/09/2023 - New Mixtape; Seven Deadly Syns Mixtape - Pride

The last one of this seven-part series Seven Deadly Syns and this one is pride so expect self-worth and vain songs, stuff to listen to whilst you look in the mirror all day. Another hard one to complete as what is vain in music when it hasn’t got any lyrics and again it’s a hard one to explain lucky this isn’t an exam as I would have failed. I must admit I’ve had a bit of training on putting music to feelings and got up early three or four times the course wasn’t that long but I remember it being in the morning. That was about music and feelings which had to do with the psychology course I only did that and several lessons about psychology and computers so hopefully I got the right feelings for the mixtapes, they were fun making as always and I hope you enjoy them.

Allegory of Pride, from c. 1590–1630, engraving, 22.3 cm x 16.6 cm, in the Metropolitan Museum of Art (New York City)
Pride is defined by Merriam-Webster as “reasonable self-esteem” or “confidence and satisfaction in oneself”. Oxford defines it as “the quality of having an excessively high opinion of oneself or one|s own importance.” This may be related to one|s own abilities or achievements, positive characteristics of friends or family, or one|s country. Richard Taylor defined pride as “the justified love of oneself”, as opposed to false pride or narcissism. Similarly, St. Augustine defined it as “the love of one|s own excellence”, and Meher Baba called it “the specific feeling through which egoism manifests.”

Philosophers and social psychologists have noted that pride is a complex secondary emotion which requires the development of a sense of self and the mastery of relevant conceptual distinctions (e.g. that pride is distinct from happiness and joy) through language-based interaction with others. Some social psychologists identify the nonverbal expression of pride as a means of sending a functional, automatically perceived signal of high social status.

Pride is sometimes viewed as corrupt or as a vice, sometimes as proper or as a virtue. With a positive connotation, pride refers to a content sense of attachment toward one|s own or another|s choices and actions, or toward a whole group of people, and is a product of praise, independent self-reflection, and a fulfilled feeling of belonging. With a negative connotation, pride refers to a foolishly[8] and irrationally corrupt sense of one|s personal value, status or accomplishments, used synonymously with hubris. While some philosophers such as Aristotle (and George Bernard Shaw) consider pride (but not hubris) a profound virtue, some world religions consider pride|s fraudulent form a sin, such as is expressed in Proverbs 11:2 of the Hebrew Bible. In Judaism, pride is called the root of all evil. When viewed as a virtue, pride in one|s abilities is known as virtuous pride, the greatness of soul or magnanimity, but when viewed as a vice it is often known to be self-idolatry, sadistic contempt, vanity or vainglory.

Etymology

Proud comes from late Old English prut, probably from Old French prud “brave, valiant” (11th century) (which became a prefix in French), from the Late Latin term prodis “useful”, which is compared with the Latin prodesse “be of use”. The sense of “having a high opinion of oneself”, not in French, may reflect the Anglo-Saxons| opinion of the Norman knights who called themselves “proud”.

Ancient Greek Philosophy

Aristotle identified pride (megalopsuchia, variously translated as proper pride, the greatness of soul and magnanimity) as the crown of the virtues, distinguishing it from vanity, temperance, and humility, thus:

Now the man is thought to be proud who thinks himself worthy of great things, being worthy of them; for he who does so beyond his deserts is a fool, but no virtuous man is foolish or silly. The proud man, then, is the man we have described. For he who is worthy of little and thinks himself worthy of little is temperate, but not proud; for pride implies greatness, as beauty implies a goodsized body and little people may be neat and well-proportioned but cannot be beautiful.

He concludes then that

Pride, then, seems to be a sort of crown of the virtues; for it makes them more powerful, and it is not found without them. Therefore it is hard to be truly proud; for it is impossible without nobility and goodness of character.

By contrast, Aristotle defined the vice of hubris as follows:

To cause shame to the victim, not in order that anything may happen to you, nor because anything has happened to you, but merely for your own gratification. Hubris is not the requital of past injuries; this is revenge. As for the pleasure in hubris, its cause is this: naive men think that by ill-treating others they make their own superiority the greater.

Thus, although pride and hubris are often deemed the same thing, for Aristotle and many philosophers hubris is altogether an entirely different thing from pride.

Emotion

In psychological terms, positive pride is “a pleasant, sometimes exhilarating, emotion that results from a positive self-evaluation”. It was added by Tracy et al. to the University of California, Davis, Set of Emotion Expressions (UCDSEE) in 2009, as one of three “self-conscious” emotions known to have recognizable expressions (along with embarrassment and shame).

Positive outcomes

A common understanding of pride is that it results from self-directed satisfaction with meeting the personal goals; for example, Weiner et al. have posited that positive performance outcomes elicit pride in an individual when the event is appraised as having been caused by him alone. Moreover, Oveis et al. conceptualize pride as a display of the strong self that promotes feelings of similarity to strong others, as well as differentiation from weak others. Seen in this light, pride can be conceptualized as a hierarchy-enhancing emotion, as its experience and display helps rid negotiations of conflict. Pride involves exhilarated pleasure and a feeling of accomplishment. It is related to “more positive behaviours and outcomes in the area where the individual is proud” (Weiner, 1985). Pride is generally associated with positive social behaviours such as helping others and outward promotion. Along with hope, it is also often described as an emotion that facilitates performance attainment, as it can help trigger and sustain the focused and appetitive effort to prepare for upcoming evaluative events. It may also help enhance the quality and flexibility of the effort expended (Fredrickson, 2001). According to Bagozzi et al., pride can have positive benefits of enhancing creativity, productivity, and altruism. For instance, it has been found that in terms of school achievement, pride is associated with a higher GPA in low-neighborhood socioeconomic environments, whereas in more advantaged neighbourhoods, pride is associated with a lower GPA.

Sin and self-acceptance

Pride, from the Seven Deadly Sins by Jacob Matham c. 1592.
Inordinate self-esteem is called “pride”. Classical Christian theology views pride as being the result of high self-esteem, and thus high self-esteem was viewed as the primary human problem, but beginning in the 20th century, “humanistic psychology” diagnosed the primary human problem as low self-esteem stemming from a lack of belief in one|s “true worth”. Carl Rogers observed that most people “regard themselves as worthless and unlovable.” Thus, they lack self-esteem.

In the King James Bible, people exhibiting excess pride are labelled with the term, “Haughty”.

“pride comes before a fall”— 1611, King James Version of the Bible, Book of Proverbs, 16:18

Terry Cooper conceptualized in 2003 excessive pride (along with low self-esteem) as an important paradigm in describing the human condition. He examines and compares the Augustinian-Niebuhrian conviction that pride is primary, the feminist concept of pride as being absent in the experience of women, the humanistic psychology position that pride does not adequately account for anyone|s experience, and the humanistic psychology idea that if pride emerges, it is always a false front designed to protect an undervalued self.

He considers that the work of certain neo-Freudian psychoanalysts, namely Karen Horney, offers promise in dealing with what he calls a “deadlock between the overvalued and undervalued self” (Cooper, 112–3). Cooper refers to their work in describing the connection between religious and psychological pride as well as sin to describe how a neurotic pride system underlies an appearance of self-contempt and low self-esteem:

The “idealized self,” the “tyranny of the should,” the “pride system” and the nature of self-hate all point toward the intertwined relationship between neurotic pride and self-contempt. Understanding how a neurotic pride system underlies an appearance of self-contempt and low self-esteem. (Cooper, 112–3).

Thus, hubris, which is an exaggerated form of self-esteem, is sometimes actually a lie used to cover the lack of self-esteem the committer of pride feels deep down.

Types of Pride across the world seem to have a broad variety. The difference of type may have no greater contrast than that between the US and China. In the US, individual pride tends and seems to be held more often in thought. The people in China seem to hold greater views of the nation as a whole.

The value of Pride in the individual or the society as a whole seems to be a running theme and debate among cultures. This debate shadows the discussion on Pride so much so that perhaps the discussion on Pride shouldn|t be about whether Pride is necessarily good or bad, but about which form of it is the most useful.

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Bandcamp News – New Mixtape Release; Seven Deadly Syns – Envy

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19/09/2023 - New Mixtape; Seven Deadly Syns Mixtape - Envy

Continuing the seven-part series with number six  Envy so expect sad and resentful tracks whatever that means to you in music-wise terms but it’s a hard one to describe. This was kind of easy to put the tracks together and these are some of the tracks I made throughout the years since 2017 when I started making music again it was the best decision as I got back to all designing and arts and crafts online. I only have one more to go after this as there are seven deadly sins in total and I must admit I be glad when it’s over as it’s a lot of work and I like stuff I can move on and make something new and different but at the same time I like making series and stuff that is hands-on and all hands on deck it stops me from getting bored and to give away free music and stuff.


Allegory of Pride, from c. 1590–1630, engraving, 22.3 cm x 16.6 cm, in the Metropolitan Museum of Art (New York City)
Pride is defined by Merriam-Webster as “reasonable self-esteem” or “confidence and satisfaction in oneself”. Oxford defines it as “the quality of having an excessively high opinion of oneself or one’s own importance.” This may be related to one’s own abilities or achievements, positive characteristics of friends or family, or one’s country. Richard Taylor defined pride as “the justified love of oneself”, as opposed to false pride or narcissism. Similarly, St. Augustine defined it as “the love of one’s own excellence”, and Meher Baba called it “the specific feeling through which egoism manifests.”

Philosophers and social psychologists have noted that pride is a complex secondary emotion which requires the development of a sense of self and the mastery of relevant conceptual distinctions (e.g. that pride is distinct from happiness and joy) through language-based interaction with others. Some social psychologists identify the nonverbal expression of pride as a means of sending a functional, automatically perceived signal of high social status.

Pride is sometimes viewed as corrupt or as a vice, sometimes as proper or as a virtue. With a positive connotation, pride refers to a content sense of attachment toward one’s own or another’s choices and actions, or toward a whole group of people, and is a product of praise, independent self-reflection, and a fulfilled feeling of belonging. With a negative connotation, pride refers to a foolishly[8] and irrationally corrupt sense of one’s personal value, status or accomplishments, used synonymously with hubris. While some philosophers such as Aristotle (and George Bernard Shaw) consider pride (but not hubris) a profound virtue, some world religions consider pride’s fraudulent form a sin, such as is expressed in Proverbs 11:2 of the Hebrew Bible. In Judaism, pride is called the root of all evil. When viewed as a virtue, pride in one’s abilities is known as virtuous pride, the greatness of soul or magnanimity, but when viewed as a vice it is often known to be self-idolatry, sadistic contempt, vanity or vainglory.

Etymology

Proud comes from late Old English prut, probably from Old French prud “brave, valiant” (11th century) (which became a prefix in French), from the Late Latin term prodis “useful”, which is compared with the Latin prodesse “be of use”. The sense of “having a high opinion of oneself”, not in French, may reflect the Anglo-Saxons’ opinion of the Norman knights who called themselves “proud”.

Ancient Greek Philosophy

Aristotle identified pride (megalopsuchia, variously translated as proper pride, the greatness of soul and magnanimity) as the crown of the virtues, distinguishing it from vanity, temperance, and humility, thus:

Now the man is thought to be proud who thinks himself worthy of great things, being worthy of them; for he who does so beyond his deserts is a fool, but no virtuous man is foolish or silly. The proud man, then, is the man we have described. For he who is worthy of little and thinks himself worthy of little is temperate, but not proud; for pride implies greatness, as beauty implies a goodsized body and little people may be neat and well-proportioned but cannot be beautiful.

He concludes then that

Pride, then, seems to be a sort of crown of the virtues; for it makes them more powerful, and it is not found without them. Therefore it is hard to be truly proud; for it is impossible without nobility and goodness of character.

By contrast, Aristotle defined the vice of hubris as follows:

To cause shame to the victim, not in order that anything may happen to you, nor because anything has happened to you, but merely for your own gratification. Hubris is not the requital of past injuries; this is revenge. As for the pleasure in hubris, its cause is this: naive men think that by ill-treating others they make their own superiority the greater.

Thus, although pride and hubris are often deemed the same thing, for Aristotle and many philosophers hubris is altogether an entirely different thing from pride.

Emotion

In psychological terms, positive pride is “a pleasant, sometimes exhilarating, emotion that results from a positive self-evaluation”. It was added by Tracy et al. to the University of California, Davis, Set of Emotion Expressions (UCDSEE) in 2009, as one of three “self-conscious” emotions known to have recognizable expressions (along with embarrassment and shame).


Positive outcomes

A common understanding of pride is that it results from self-directed satisfaction with meeting the personal goals; for example, Weiner et al. have posited that positive performance outcomes elicit pride in an individual when the event is appraised as having been caused by him alone. Moreover, Oveis et al. conceptualize pride as a display of the strong self that promotes feelings of similarity to strong others, as well as differentiation from weak others. Seen in this light, pride can be conceptualized as a hierarchy-enhancing emotion, as its experience and display helps rid negotiations of conflict. Pride involves exhilarated pleasure and a feeling of accomplishment. It is related to “more positive behaviours and outcomes in the area where the individual is proud” (Weiner, 1985). Pride is generally associated with positive social behaviours such as helping others and outward promotion. Along with hope, it is also often described as an emotion that facilitates performance attainment, as it can help trigger and sustain the focused and appetitive effort to prepare for upcoming evaluative events. It may also help enhance the quality and flexibility of the effort expended (Fredrickson, 2001). According to Bagozzi et al., pride can have positive benefits of enhancing creativity, productivity, and altruism. For instance, it has been found that in terms of school achievement, pride is associated with a higher GPA in low-neighborhood socioeconomic environments, whereas in more advantaged neighbourhoods, pride is associated with a lower GPA.

Sin and self-acceptance

Pride, from the Seven Deadly Sins by Jacob Matham c. 1592.
Inordinate self-esteem is called “pride”. Classical Christian theology views pride as being the result of high self-esteem, and thus high self-esteem was viewed as the primary human problem, but beginning in the 20th century, “humanistic psychology” diagnosed the primary human problem as low self-esteem stemming from a lack of belief in one’s “true worth”. Carl Rogers observed that most people “regard themselves as worthless and unlovable.” Thus, they lack self-esteem.

In the King James Bible, people exhibiting excess pride are labelled with the term, “Haughty”.

“pride comes before a fall”— 1611, King James Version of the Bible, Book of Proverbs, 16:18

Terry Cooper conceptualized in 2003 excessive pride (along with low self-esteem) as an important paradigm in describing the human condition. He examines and compares the Augustinian-Niebuhrian conviction that pride is primary, the feminist concept of pride as being absent in the experience of women, the humanistic psychology position that pride does not adequately account for anyone’s experience, and the humanistic psychology idea that if pride emerges, it is always a false front designed to protect an undervalued self.

He considers that the work of certain neo-Freudian psychoanalysts, namely Karen Horney, offers promise in dealing with what he calls a “deadlock between the overvalued and undervalued self” (Cooper, 112–3). Cooper refers to their work in describing the connection between religious and psychological pride as well as sin to describe how a neurotic pride system underlies an appearance of self-contempt and low self-esteem:

The “idealized self,” the “tyranny of the should,” the “pride system” and the nature of self-hate all point toward the intertwined relationship between neurotic pride and self-contempt. Understanding how a neurotic pride system underlies an appearance of self-contempt and low self-esteem. (Cooper, 112–3).

Thus, hubris, which is an exaggerated form of self-esteem, is sometimes actually a lie used to cover the lack of self-esteem the committer of pride feels deep down.


Types of Pride across the world seem to have a broad variety. The difference of type may have no greater contrast than that between the US and China. In the US, individual pride tends and seems to be held more often in thought. The people in China seem to hold greater views of the nation as a whole.

The value of Pride in the individual or the society as a whole seems to be a running theme and debate among cultures. This debate shadows the discussion on Pride so much so that perhaps the discussion on Pride shouldn’t be about whether Pride is necessarily good or bad, but about which form of it is the most useful.

 

Music News – New EP; Seeing You Tomorrow

October 9, 2023

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04/10/2023 - New EP; Seeing You Tomorrow

I’m back with another House EP I felt like doing some more House so I made some more but I’ve been making House and a bit of Jungle/Drum & Bass throughout the summer which summer is over now so I’ll be making more synthy stuff but still make House and Jungle/Drum & Bass throughout the Autumn and Winter. I still haven’t made my winter or Christmas album yet which as always I’m not sure what to do but there will be one or maybe a couple of EPS or a Christmas album and a winter album who knows? I didn’t really have a reason why I called it seeing you tomorrow and thought it just sounded like a good title for an EP. The EP is all vocal House and more club vibes for your bedroom or wherever you are and doesn’t have any synth sounds it’s pure bass, drums and vocals which I feel makes the tracks sound better and more clubby. I like my music dark and dingy but I also like my uplifting tracks too so I put one on this EP or I liked the vocals and what it said it’s on the second track You Better (Keep Going) and reminds me of 2000’s late 90s House or what we tend to hear nowadays particularly in the 2010s also when there was a lot of good House music floating around and reviving of old House tracks like Jack Your Body, The House Music Anthem so many actually and all the best ones. The third track is a Tech House track called Darkness Follows Me which is my favourite track on the EP and a song for the dancefloor I like the vocals and the bass on the track but is what I would or should I say partly would listen to on a night out I say that as I like a lot of different music but I don’t really care for Dubstep or anything similar or though I do like aggressive sounds and growler basses just stuff with a bit of rhythm to. The last track is more Deep House but more club tracks I say Deep House as it has that slow but quick pace beat to it with the deep bass but it’s not the deepest bass. I would like to make some Deep House some proper Deep House with lushness and big basses I’ve never made a full song from scratch without loops before but that will be something for the future since I just thought of it lol.  I’ve made a few that did resemble Deep House before but I haven’t really got the right synths and basses but I will be doing some research on that probably as soon as I finish typing this up, so if you like Deep House please stay tuned for some. 

Another Haunting Dream

October 6, 2023

Introduction

I had this nightmare or dream last night it was a recurring dream of me being in a nuclear bomb explosion and the fallout around that. I already did an Ebook on the last couple I had cos now I had at least six or seven dreams or nightmares but they are more like anxiety dreams. I explained that it was probably from the aeroplanes going past and it sounded like a bomb just got dropped or that’s how I think it sounded or my brain should I say thinks it sounds. I recently finished a zombie game where I got the template online and did my own thing with IE. I made the sprites including the zombies and other stuff in the game, which is why I had zombies in my dream or a zombie  but I’ll leave a link to both the game and Ebook below if you want to check that out it’s all free and on this website. I didn’t read the news article or watch the video but there was an explosion in Oxfordshire apparently it was a gas tank that got hit by lightning and there was a big fireball the thumbnail to the video looked like it was a nuclear explosion which probably is another factor of me having the dream or nightmare but it’s been a while since I had one and was quite scary exactly in parts I was on my edge of the seat in my dream and real uptight and on edge I remember that. 

Mental Release

In the first part, I was in a mental hospital or a prison or it could have been both as it goes one bit to the next like you just fast forward the ads. The television was on and a nuclear explosion had just happened somewhere. I’m not really sure what happened before that but I think the news reporter got munched by a zombie after the nuclear explosion and it panned and stayed on the horizon of a field or whatever the backdrop was. I was then let out of the prison or asylum because of the explosion they said I was let out on good behaviour even though I was causing some sort of ruckus over something that I can’t remember. But I remember thinking I can’t believe they were letting me out but was quick out the door.  I rushed home because of the pandemic and presumably because of the explosion too. As I was making my way home on foot I went down alleys and roads that were best described as the Black Mirror episode where she wakes up and finds she’s the only person to be in existence but there was a bit where she’s walking down the roads and passed houses as you would see in Coronation street or up north new built attached houses. Something happened just before I appeared in my flat in the next bit I remember but it was something that shook me a bit in my dream and happened around the newly built house and was like the Civic Center dream I had and mentioned in the Ebook there’s a whole chapter dedicated to that part of the dream.

Home At Last

The next bit I was in my flat there was some sort of row in my bedroom. I’m still unsure what it was about but it was something major and taking up a lot of my time as I had plans to leave for the town as it might have been said on the news at the asylum or prison to leave your homes and head to safety, I’m not too sure.  Something caused me to leave my flat I think as I said wanted to head to town and get to safety so I walked which took some time and was slow-paced. Also, I was in my flat for some time as I couldn’t leave but I wanted to and had to wait for something but again I’m not sure what. I think I watched TV and got more updates of the explosion and watched normal TV as they told us on the TV we were safe and that nothing is going on even though there was a nuclear explosion live on TV and also a zombie attack or some sort of beast but I think it was a zombie as it looked more like but it wanted blood.

Up The Market

I was by Old Market Street it’s the main point or one of the main points into town coming from the outskirts of Bristol and is a famous street in Bristol it’s well known and not for it’s roughness. I was attacked by a zombie as I made my way into town and also met someone after I got attacked by a zombie and we stole a car because, in the car we were advised to get into a car but that was it and we thought another nuclear explosion was going to happen. Not only that there was some sort of barricade blocking the way to walk and only cars were going past there weren’t that many cars but there were one or two. The car journey didn’t last that long and we ended up going our different ways once we got into the main town part which was outside Debenhams but at the back entrance away from the main street and overlooking a busy road, opposite a busy bus stop and a Beefeater but in my dream the bus stop and Beefeater wasn’t there. It wasn’t busy in my dream either and no one standing on my side of the road even near the main road by Marks & Spensers I was standing at the top of the road so nowhere near there but I could see all the way down.

Wait Your Turn

So there I was outside Debenhams and I saw people on either side of the road. It looked different to how it looked in reality. The road had barriers on both sides, queuing up to leave town. There must have been talk of authorities or some man who took over the town whilst it was in a state and in panic well I think the authorities told us to leave and the man whoever he was, was trying to get everyone to stay why I have no idea but it seemed like a cunning plan he was going to hatch. I didn’t know what was going on as in people queuing to leave Bristol till I saw these queues of people and found out then.  Whilst queuing up we all learned of the man who wanted us to stay in Bristol which we knew we were going to die if we stayed and somehow he was holding us back but this was our actual freedom. Why and how who knows but it was decided we were going to hunt him down and set off to his destination. He may have been a zombie creator whatever it was it was bad enough to go hunt for him down and win back our freedom. Some people were talking of staying if they managed to get hold of this man whoever he was. We then went to look for him, hearing that he had escaped to a theatre so that’s where we headed to and wasn’t much of a walk but seemed longer in the dream. 

The Show Begins

The theatre was cordoned off with wood fencing, but music was blasting from the outside speakers with flood lights that were still on in the day time. The zombie creator or whoever he was stood behind the wooden fencing and behind a wall out of view and we all knew he was there but couldn’t get to him who knows what would have happened but all that could be seen was his shadow. There were two entrances in the front and two as you go in like an old-fashioned cinema entrance or theatre you might still see and a  pink neon lighting and writing in a cool font I was admiring the font with the neon light and there was music playing. It sounded nice at the beginning like cinematic music then it went all wired and hard to hear the music and was like a distorted wired noise it scared some of the people but not everyone. The next bit was away from the theatre it seemed around the corner but there was talk of some people held captive nearby and just as it happened our freedom was awaiting at this location but we were warned it wasn’t pretty or it was going to be just a walk in the park but we were all worried about it and didn’t know where we were going end up, especially with the zombies or whatever they were but we were up for it and wanted to be at the final place with no drama.

Nightmare In The Woods

Next, there was a long trek, for someone gave us the next clue as to what we had to do next, we had to leave Bristol. We trekked to this place or it morphed into woodland it was rather dark in the woods but  was still light out of the woodlands. There were zombies or dead bodies all over the place and covered the forest floor. The whole floor was covered with bodies every last patch of woodland and there was this skeleton zombie thing that looked human at first until I got closer and recognized it wasn’t alive it had a lantern in its hand. Some bodies were still alive but pretended to be dead and was a horrific sight I nearly ran away. The whatever it was with the lantern didn’t detect me and let me pass but was sniffing the next person as it was standing there like it was in a zombie game and I remember quickly walking ahead at a fast pace before it detected me and not to see the fate of the person behind me who knows what happened to them? The creature with the lantern, they were over-seers and looked strong and powerful oh there was also groaning going on coming from the creature and some of the bodies on the floor it was terrifying, I was looking for someone in particular, but then discovered that they were one of the dead bodies on the ground in the woods so I had to get out of there as soon as I could and that’s what I did I got out safe and I think there were loads of undead creatures by that point and chased me out of the woods into the daylight again as that felt like it was the safe zone again.

The Chase Is On

During this last bit of the dream, I ran into a building, it was a side-view like a long mobile builder’s hut, it had windows but at the same time it was a train maybe it was part of an old railway line in Bristol onwards to Bath but at first it looked like a hut. I was by the window so I opened it oh there was also some unhidden danger that I faced so I opened the window to get a better look and saw a crowd and a man, not the person or the unhidden danger but they were all running away down the hill as it looked mountain. I had my head hanging out of the window and they were running away from me because I was shouting and waving for them to go there was also this weird eclipse that happened too shortly before I chased people away and also a quick glimpse of some dragon King Kong I don’t know what it was but it looked a lot like that and then I then woke up once again relived it was only a dream especially the woodland bit I was shook it felt like I seen it all before but a different dream.