The Beginning Of The End; Politics, The Far Right And The Public Deception

October 17, 2025

INTRODUCTION

As the world keeps spinning it’s growing and expanding to major proportions and there is only so much the world can take without breaking the levee. As I probably said quite a few times now I was born in the eighties when the world still cared and it was expected to do your bit for the world and communities I mean the greats like Mother Theresa, Gandhi, Princess Diana, Nelson Mandela and also all the singers who do their bit like Bono, Michael Jackson, Bob Geldof, Sting and countless more really showed the world how to give back to the world by doing our bit for the world. If you were for the right you wouldn’t be the most accepted person in the group and you used to live out in the outside and on your own away from all the normal people who are trying to get along and use their time constructively and get along with people even though it means stepping outside your comfort zone and everything you know. Thanks to the reasons which I will explain below the world has taken a turn for the worse and instead of it getting better it’s got worse and people are allowing to be stomped on being fed no force fed iced cake which at this point they are just opening their mouths and accepting anything down their throat. There is a lot of people who don’t ask questions and just become a what I call a echo which is repeating what the next man said without researching and coming to their own conclusions and those people are taken advantage of but there they are painting their clown faces on and doing all the steps like they were one of Beyonce’s backing dancers I mean talk about pom pom girls aka cheerleaders please stop. The world is already unstable thanks to things like gang culture, drug abuse and dealing, natural disasters, war and so much more we really don’t want anyone to come along and kick the bucket that is saving our asses but you carry on with your nonsense and we will see where it gets you FYI bloody minted. The fact is and something that is growing pattern in the world today people have stopped caring and it’s become dare I say fashion to be a bitch or bastard and become or let out the narcissistic side of you. People have stopped wearing their heart on their sleeves and  taken up a fake visage like what you see when you are still growing in your teens if you remember what that was like basically immature and selfish. I seen a massive dip in people losing their morals and themselves all for lies and greed and they claim that was always them when really they were nice as pie and friendly and giving it’s outrageously fake and that’s who they prey on. In a space of a decade there has been a embarrassing growth of the far right which has leaked into politics and even worse in people’s neighbourhoods that I’m seeing and hearing. Usually I would look past it when you hear of people supporting the wrong people but it’s got so personal I’m up to my eye balls with it and taken it upon myself to fight back in a non violent way and start counteracting the lies and the far right. As I will explain later I in fact we let them have their fun by sat back and watching the mess unfold I was actually for these people at first like Boris Johnson and Donald Trump but as they began to mash up the world I began to get a distasteful taste in my mouth and come to the realization they just ain’t for the people bottom line. In fact I began to use my expertise by reading them and coming up with the same conclusion they are and once again just after the money and didn’t really care what people wanted even though they would promise the stars just to get  a slice of the cake and believe me while we are feeling sick from the iced cake they are scoffing down iced out cake with diamonds and pearls basically they are living extravagant lives eating up all the money that could be put to good use like sorting world problems but we all know the drill by now. I’m actually amazed the world allowed it to happen and get so bad and we are now in a battle with the other side wanting to be heard and seen something we are all tired of not being heard and seen and treated like a passenger in the runaway train because newsflash we are all aboard that train and as we have seen it’s crashed a numerous of times with fatal consequences. It’s something they don’t give a hoot about when the train crashes no matter how many statements they put out saying how this could be prevented and a tragedy to the world they are secretly smirking and rubbing their hands cos they know they just got paid a fat sum. The way they dangle the public’s lives over the flames it’s ridiculous and makes me so mad cos they ain’t playing with their lives only their jobs and they can easily retire comfortable after the big scandal it’s not like they go homeless and lose their fortune something that would happen to a normal person they are flashing their legs to so to speak and try so hard to relate to. At the end of the day they brought out the immature inside people and fed them lies all the stuff they want to hear and what happens you get left at the alter in bits while they are living their best lives and back stroking through the sea of Titanic boarders and when it sank. What’s worse is that people are buying it and clapping along to the tragedy they even doing steps to the devils beat when they are just laughing at them milking their sore udders.      

MR POPULAR VOTE FOR ME

You know I’m not usually the one to board the hate train but damn it this man makes me I mean he brings it on himself. I firstly start by bring Barack Obama to the front that man really did help America and did so much not just for his own country but for the world and showed true showmanship, compassion and leadership he was the one who made America great again in fact I think it’s pretty cheeky and outrageous for Donald’s slogan to be Make America Great Again when Obama did that and made America whole again. I mean I was ecstatic when they voted Obama in and not just cos he was black I really thought America saw the worse days and they were on the mend of the repression and stupidness and it was a thing of the past. Come to find out and like the song says it was just a temporary feel and they would go backwards instead of forward it was disappointing to watch and to see them get taken advantage of by doing what Trump does best pander to people’s fears and nonsense. It’s not only that it’s also just a popularity contest instead of being qualified to run for your country I mean is Trump even qualified he actually doesn’t show any great leadership skills and is well known for making a show of himself and others and acting so unprofessional it’s like your not at your board meetings now. He’s always acting up in front of people pandering to the stupid like they say that man is funny I love that man let’s vote for him and that is most of his votes and how he got in power in the first place acting up and making himself seem adorable and pandering to people’s fears including throwing a ton of mud at Obama and the Democrats. Okay maybe as the opposition you meant to throw the mud but to lead people down the garden path for example how Trump made out Obama wasn’t American and made it his duty in every speech he did leading up to his inauguration to call out Obama he used the fear of migrants and immigrants to propel himself into the white house and him being the white all American good guy. It’s funny how he used Kanye West as tool to swindle the black vote and make him seem like the good guy who was for everyone. It’s like they were reading the report and finding out black voters wasn’t buying Trump so who is popular and well loved I know Kanye recently started his Sunday Service and got the black vote let’s try him. If only Kanye could of read the situation in advance and whilst at the White House because I was picking sly greedy man with a agenda the way he was smirking and interacting with Kanye it was quite uncomfortable to watch as a Kanye fan and supporter of his troubles. The funny thing about it was as soon as Kanye revealed he wanted to run Trump’s face dropped and started choking up like uh oh he’s stepping out of line and just like that they were never spotted together or has he been invited back to the White House after that big reveal. Kanye was horribly dumped and so many people loss respect for him after he confessed his love for Trump  and he made his guest appearance at the White House. If it wasn’t for his mental health problems I would be crying for someone to smack that MAGA cap off his head that’s the thing I feel Trump took advantage of Kanye and his mental health and Kanye is just the tip of the iceberg when it comes to Trump’s supporters no offensive but they are unstable and easily baited and convinced of bad things and without too much effort of real statistics and facts. To be honest it might as well be a beauty pageant contest at this point and even though I bet they know their onions and could show leadership at the very least it’s similar because it’s all about how pretty you look and know how to answer questions giving to the audience or in this case the judges us being the judges what they want to hear and they and we score you for whatever the response is. The thing is I think Trump is way to immature to run for the White House we all seen his petty Twitter rants and spats that propelled him into the White House and the way he handles certain situations so carelessly and immature he really does think his in a Punch and Judy play him being the one behind it with his hand puppets and unfortunately Kanye is just one of them. You would of thought being a world leader he would of done his best even if he couldn’t do it but try and sort out the war with Ukraine and Russia instead of handling it with so much immatureness and undignified actions like when he kicked out Volodymyr Zelenskyy from the White House. Some people thought it was funny lapping up all the cake but I still think he was bang out of order and took it as one big joke also mocking him in Trump’s appearances on TV for not thanking him like he did anything in the first place or even should thank him that’s part of the parcel of becoming a world leader. Anyway he made a mockery of that man and was like he was only invited to the White House to make a show of him and dangle his wishes above him he yoinked him hard and had no plan on sitting down and discussing Ukraine’s climate and how they could resolve the problem peacefully and with immediately effect. I feel bad as he went there thinking he was about to get heard and bring this war to a dramatic end only to be disrespected and made a embarrassment of  even I would of been a bit red faced if that happened to me but he’s got nothing to be embarrassed about it’s actually Trump who should be embarrassed and ashamed the way he handled the situation. The other thing I noticed about Trump is the way he showboats with power and serious topics like war which he’s always showboating with war like the countless times he flexed his steroid looking muscles throwing more petrol to the fire that is already a sensitive situation and could blow up at any point we are not safe. He doesn’t care who he is killing, hurting, or sanctioning it’s just another chance to show why you shouldn’t mess with him and his country and is just one big game to him. It’s definitely not showing America in it’s greatest light and I’ve been to America a couple of times and love Americans and America for their hospitality alone but since Trump came into power I’m starting to see the fruit loops  who I know doesn’t make up the American people I saw on my trips there and time working there too. I mean don’t get me wrong I know there is a lot of bad history the American people and especially the government would rather forget and has deep history in a lot of foul behaviour too much to be getting into here but we all should know some of the issues America has faced and sadly still see one quick example the racism and equality issues it’s meant to get better not worse but people like Trump pander to the stupid and make themselves white as snow when we all know they would double cross you for some heavy change in their pocket. I mean who knows how much money he’s made since he’s been in the White House I don’t even want to think about it as it would wined me up so much. The sickening thing about it is people are started to look at people like Trump like their favourite character on a sitcom or soap instead of sitting down and asking yourselves what does he bring to the table for the world and the country. He knows the cameras are on him and people are eating out his fat greedy hands and he can act like a complete fool and people would still cheer his name and more importantly vote for him cos he’s funny and he’s just like us or so they say and think. I really do think to run for your country you need some maturity and think and speak rationally which I’m not seeing from Trump. I could see people in his office holding him back from certain situations as he flys off the handle and uses brutal force directly and non directly. It’s interesting as the old office of the republicans has came out and full blown said Trump is the worst president in history or something like that and made George Bush and the old office look sweet and innocent even though they were doing dodgy dealings IE the Iraq war and how they dealt with Hurricane Katrina where they abandoned their own people and left them stranded and in dire situations. The fact is he’s nothing like Obama and only does it to pander to anyone who is listening instead of genuinely caring and knowing it’s their responsibility and field. I mean what will the people say if he doesn’t listen to the people he promised the world to even though they were all destined to be his supporters the picket fence American and the celebrity culture we are all in from all around the world. I was disgusted when Trump got nominated for a Nobel Peace Prize I was like if he wins I’m going kick up such a fuss and won’t be happy in the slightest way to make a mockery of the whole system and to the worthy people who deserve the prize why don’t you give Hitler the award and have done with it honestly it’s a outcry he got nominated in the first place it’s like seriously who does he know on the board or how much money is missing from his account after being nominated who’s gassing him up cos they need to sit down and spell out the word humanity on their whiteboard and seriously think about what the prize really stands for. As for being the next messiah him and his son I’m actually spitting up blood I mean what in the blaspheming mockery is this it goes to  show how they can’t use their faith right and are using god’s name in vain to justify their horrible actions and think they are going to heaven. Well I have news for you god will be asking you why you did or believe X,Y,Z, at the gates and why you didn’t follow the bible and it’s teachings. I know Jesus would be begging god for your forgiveness like homosexuality even though this is complete lies and doesn’t say in one bit of the bible about homosexuality being a sin it talks about man and woman because that was the statuary thing it was only when the Vatican brought in laws like making homosexuality a sin to populate the world and it was something they feared and didn’t like to see. So all that Jesus against excuse me for the slur but Jesus against fags is sending you straight to hell and is satanic and in lines with the devil and God will be asking questions like why you feel it necessary to go against the teachings of the bible and his word. It’s funny cos in the bible it teaches you not to persecute people in general and to show compassion and care instead of casting them out you’re not god and have no means of acting in such a disgraceful way I’m sickened. It’s the reason why I turned atheist for a bit until I find it again I grew tired of the false teachings and lies like one pray, confessing to the father or counting your beads will make up for some of their inexcusable behaviour and to justify it all by using the lords name is a joke to Christianity and Catholicism that goes for any religion too but it’s funny how some people look at other’s religions when they are just as bad and at times even worse looking back at the history and to present day which is a washed with trying to dominate the world.               

STEALING BRITIAN

From one clown to the next and another classic example why you should never vote for the popular kid. Bringing up his name Boris Johnson I mean makes me so mad and is just another Torie down the line who didn’t do as promised and mislead people into future danger and uncertainty. I never was the one to like the Tory party I was taught from a early age that they were never for the people and would bleed the country in order to line their pockets and everything was beneficial for the rich. They have hacked a lot of things down to pinch the penny and a lot of funding was taken away but still their kids and themselves can go ice skating, cinema, shopping trips, expensive cars and designers suits cos they can afford taking it from the tax payer and tax man who the tax payer is at the bottom of the chain. I’m so kicking myself as before Boris was Prime Minister he was making guest appearance on shows like Have I Got News For You a British news satire show where they look back at the week’s news. Anyway one of the shows Boris promised and looked straight to the other panel hosts and said he would never run for the government after he was called out for intending to make a mockery of parliament if he ever did run. I mean I was listening but at that time I still liked him the first warning sign was him running for the Tories that was a red flag but justified it all under the pretence he was a nice man who was a bit of a bumbling fool but nothing to alarming about him. Fast forward to the aftermath of his time in parliament I remembered what the other panel hosts said to him and knew I should of listened to them a bit more carefully as he left Britain in tatters and as always nowhere to be seen to answer to his deception which was exactly what they said on Have I Got News For You. Brexit has become one of the biggest controversy since the Iraq war and has shook this country to it’s core. Quick recap it was David Cameron the ex prime minister of England that introduced the subject of Brexit where he asked the British public to vote for or against Brexit without telling people the facts and on the pretence we would become independent and more well off. No one was told of the uncertainty and the fact we would leave the EU and become a country outside Europe which doesn’t make sense to me if you live in Jamaica you still live in the West Indies it’s part of the isles so how can England one of the most famous European countries be outside Europe stop messing with my map. I was alarmed and so pissed when they started to report about the peace treaty that Ireland and England have which was the Good Friday agreement that saw the IRA cease fire with their extreme actions like the bombing. This would of really messed up the treaty up and possibly start another war and bombing and no one was told of the consequences if we voted yes to leaving the EU which thankfully made a lot of people skit like new born horses alarmed for the first time with the sudden noise. The fact is the Tories never liked the Irish and the Irish never liked the Tories let alone us the British public unless you are in the big players circle which doesn’t apply to most people. They would quite easy make us vote for something they know one we don’t benefit from or two might lead them to danger or as I keep saying uncertainty. They are nothing but gambling addicts looking for the next pay out it might as well be a pyramid scheme. You have to think what’s the big agenda and why they pushed so hard to get in their own words Brexit done my guess was to make their pockets fatter and screw everyone over by robbing us all. They didn’t care what was being said or done as long as Brexit was hitting the media and people and in a good light that’s all what mattered. I really do blame Trump for this as he was the one who was talking about building a wall round the border of America and Mexico and was heavily dominated by words like immigrants, the cartel, drug trafficking and rape something that was heavily used in the Brexit roll out it was like they were taking notes on how to scare the goats into action and get them onboard. Not only that he was also talking about making America independent with imports he boasted how they are going to become sufficient and cut out the middle man like China their rival. America is one of the most influential countries in the world and so’s their politics be sure once America changes something someone will follow suit to run along side their laws and bills or feel they should have something the same or similar. And this is another classic example of this and the reason why Boris was running in parliament I blame Trump once again cos without Trump and his rise to power which is basically one big social media ad and him stunting I feel Boris would of never had his seat and Brexit would of never been mentioned or thought of. I think they saw the growth of the right wing and people like Trump to cease the opportunity to take advantage and run a mockery whilst getting rich. I feel quite clearly they Boris and the Tories have been checking Trump and taking notes as they saw the British public kind of warmed to Trump and liked the odd ball because I think both Boris and Trump are odd balls in this political game unlike who came before them which most of them time they were seen as serious people who made serious legislations and bills. They never acted out of place and at the end of the day were professional when they spoke it wasn’t erratic rants and childish antics which they both did. I don’t know how Boris got taken seriously one zip wire incident later he was the people’s princess and everyone or nearly everyone in England was cheering his name that’s why they have been conned it was nothing but a PR stunt to win hearts and he used the that stunt to make way and steal voters by making himself out to be the friendly man who was stuck in this predicament. They should of left him in that harness on that zip wire at least we could see him at all times and know where he was. I want to quickly talk about Tories new leader Kemi Badenosh shock and horror they picked a young black lady and I’m so laughing my head off and not even at her as long story short I welcome the change but the first black Tory even though they need it but what in the scheming bitch is this. I am not buying it for one moment and I know she would run along side what is being said picking up their coats from the floor. This is yet another scheme to appeal to black Britain and anyone who would listen. In my opinion she’s not on a good start she’s a Tory for one which means she comes from a well off background I mean why did they pick her because she can fit in their pocket and thinks just like them so if you are thinking she’s going to be the next Obama here’s your seat sit there and wait for the next non Tory to come though cos she ain’t it mark my words. I don’t know who they are fooling but it’s not me it’s a blatant token black girl after they got called out for being tone deaf racists which okay you can’t have a go at them for listening and becoming more welcoming but with their track record I really do doubt they did it because they cared or even listening to the unheard people and is another rouse to swindle more votes and look good and like they are doing something. How is she meant to sit there and put up with the white working class speech they nicely put on and I was being sarcastic when I said nicely. We all know or should know by now that the Tories are sly money grabbing whores who slyly take your money right from underneath you and the infamous rug pull they are always doing IE taxing you and cutting funding that helps people and stops them from going mad. Also things like youth clubs we used to have them in my day and was a great place to get advice without dropping the bomb to your parents and also somewhere to go and stay out of trouble and off the streets. Thanks to government funding there is no such thing like the youth club and they wonder why kids are going off on one and are misguided there is no youth club something I feel is important to the British kids and all kids around the globe. Not only is it somewhere to go and a good place to get advice it’s also a good place to socialize and relax and have fun. You make friends and bond with your friends and even the youth workers which is all building blocks on growing and becoming a adult. It’s also a safe environment which the parents are always thankful that they can let their kids out without worrying what they really get up to and FYI complete mayhem most nights. But it doesn’t end there they are after all the cake not just a slice they want the whole thing from inheritance, to pensions to cutting out the lights in the streets they left no stone unturned except the eggs they are sitting on. Going back to Boris I really don’t see what he has done for England apart from turn people lose and spinning them in the wrong direction. I mean it’s far less then in the start but there are people out there who still think Boris is a good leader and champ his name still even though Boris isn’t even helping or helped them I should ask the next person who declares their love for Boris what has he actually done to help you or even us all cos I can’t think of one thing. Anything he did do was a strategic move to make him look good or to putting it lightly throw the blanket over the fire. In fact the only time in tuned in to public perception is when he was trying to change minds I mean let’s be serious for a moment he’s a so called politician so it’s only natural to tune in to people’s perceptions and give them what they want and want to hear but this sadly is con men behaviour and movements and I wouldn’t be surprised if they acted out a different scenario when we are not looking. It’s how it looks like they are moving with the times but in fact are stuck in the stone age with a mega agendas we never find or supposed to find out. Everything has a agenda and believe me they are benefiting from everything and is not because they care or are grown ass people like some of them from the opposition side are even then can you trust them too apart from Obama who I would of trusted him and as I said he shown great leader and showmanship and was for the people. In fact I know Obama is the grade A class example of how to run for your country while Boris and Trump are two irresponsible leaders or so called leaders who see this as some sort of power games in fact they are playing snakes and ladders with people’s lives where you win some you lose some and work your way round the board going up the ladders IE being paid fat amounts of money and down the snakes which I would say when you become unpopular and is the start of your demise when you get caught cheating. Not only that the dice is fixed cos they can fix the numbers to whatever number they like and it’s always a high number so we are playing with cheats therefore we will never win with them playing unless you got money or power and can also cheat your roll. I mean those dice were never meant for the normal person to win it’s like rolling and wanting a one to win but the one last sneaks up behind you and keeps getting the double roll which for people who never played snakes and ladders before a double roll is another chance to roll the dice before anyone else or the person in front of you. The other thing that is irritating me about Boris is where is he now once he tipped England upside down and believe me made people stupid like potato stupid. Since Brexit I’ve been racially abused more times then I can count on my fingers and even toes cos I had to stretch a little. There was this horrible echo which I still faintly hear till this day where they think being British or proud to be British is partly being racists as monkey see monkey do. I got people laughing saying how they think it’s funny how my ancestors were enslaved to being called a uncle Tom to even saying how me and my family are immigrants and need to go back home even though and apart from my Grandad and Grandma from my Dad’s side who came over in the Windrush era to work but apart from them we are all British born citizens and we are proud to be black British or me mixed British as my mum is white her mum my grandma R.I.P. is from Scotland and my grandma and grandad R.I.P. are from Guyana. I think my grandad from my mum’s side is both Irish and Scottish as one parent is Scottish and one parent is Irish my great grandparents. Sadly he died when I was around six of heart attack and was too much salt and the reason why I’m so light with the substance but one thing I remember he was always happy to see me and hated the ex prime minister Margaret Thatcher and couldn’t stand to see her in the papers in fact he used to get so irate when there were articles on her praising and bigger her up calling her the coined expression the Iron Lady and so fourth. And for those who don’t know British politics Margaret Thatcher was as I said the ex prime minister of England and run for the Tory party a right wing and watered down Republican party who both work under the same lines only Tories are well known for running off with your money snatching your money, wig, kids, wife, husband, girlfriend, boyfriend anything they can get their fat greedy hands on as long as it’s a fat pile of money at the end of it. The Tories especially tax and penalize the poor by over taxing and major cuts to people’s livelihood whilst the rich have once again power stroked around all the taxes and penalizing obstacles whilst us the lesser off struggle and drown. I’m calling it Titanic the second as we all know the stories of how they treated different classes with the rich getting top class treatment and services while the poor was at the bottom of the ship and didn’t get any top notch treatment and are the same people who were left to drown and freeze in that icy cold water. Well that ladies and gentlemen is how I define Boris and the Tories as a whole as we are too poor and thick to have a opinion or even a say in this whole scenario only when they want to look like they give us our rights which is meant to be vote for the legislations and actually have a say in the matter.  I mean I never voted as none of them put something out that I like and can be trusted. They are never going give me what I want which is legalize cannabis I mean if Boris or a Tory member did that I would have no option but to respect them and their party as I would always fall back to that one thing which well he or they did legalize weed something I always wanted for them to do whoever is in charge and seen it work well for other countries I would even vote hoping for once they would follow up our wishes. But no we are stuck in the stone age and the papers like Daily Mail a right wing British newspaper which is equivalent to watching Fox News but also they are all guilty of spreading fear and misinformation making it out to be a bad drug and it’s a outcry. It’s basically Billy goes to a party CIA public information film on repeat where innocent Billy goes to a party smokes weed and loses his mind. What’s worse is weed head’s are repeating these catch phrases like weed is bad for you and get suckered into it all from media like the Daily Mail but they are all guilty as charged for demonizing weed and making it out like it’s the worse thing ever. I mean granted smoking the wrong stuff like the strain K2  and that bush weed can make you feel very paranoid and at times unable to think straight but it’s alcohol that does the most damage and usually the reason why they fly off the handle doing crazy stuff like killing as reported in the newspapers also suicide which is another topic I see a lot. They always blame cannabis giving one or two sentences about what I think is the real reason is which is drinking alcohol and mixing it with harder substances than cannabis. But everyone reacts differently I can accept that but it’s the way they heavily emphasize cannabis as the reason to their downfall when we all know what it’s like to drink and lose control even if it’s getting mad, crying or a random sex hook up or even something else like self harming or attempting suicide. If Boris really wanted to show a rebellious side or be unruly he would of legalize weed but I really didn’t see him or the Tories to do that as surprise it just don’t benefit them as much as the people or even the sellers and stock holders they just couldn’t find a way to tax it so it was quickly taken off the table and never discussed again. Not only that some of the British media not all of them but the ones I suspect is on the Tory pay role and benefit from their deception have done a marvellous and I’m once again being sarcastic but they did a excellent job of spreading fear and misinformation about cannabis. They made the Tories and Boris alike look like the saviours by giving them preferential treatment by giving them extra time and platforms to speak their junk mail to us cos that’s what it is a email from Nigel from Nigerian talking about how you won a once in a lifetime holiday to a exotic place or a cash sum just give me your bank details and it’s all yours. That’s the thing and once again not all the channels like Channel 4 News and Newsnight on BBC 1 and 2 but there used to be a time where British reporting was getting the truth and honest reporting without the agenda and backsliding that I suspect goes on it was hard hitting and most of the time it was up to the reporter to come down on the person dropping bombs on them and wiping their smirks off their face like they can’t get caught. Now they are practically blowing kisses at them and give them so much air time whilst the good or the gooder guys are made a joke off and get less air time and when they do they got something bad to say about them it makes me wonder who is paying these bitches and what agenda they are told and believe in themselves cos I can’t trust them. I’m appalled that the BBC gave Boris so much air time I know someone profited from it and it as the BBC big wig pockets and their channel I never blamed the reporters as I feel it’s not what they sign up for especially if it they are from the other side or have a bit of colour in their cheeks and not our pure innocent English reporter they are nothing like the Fox news anchors where they are blatantly paid by the republicans one way or another I bet my sweet cheeks on it. The thing Boris did bring out was the American in the English and up until Boris came along and Trump too but ever since they scaffolded into power a lot of people are turning American and to the people who don’t know the continental practice being American means you were and not what I actually believe but I do know it’s a type in America but they are known for being arrogant, irrational and easy to please when it comes to politics whilst being English means you are more diplomatic, rational free thinker who are harder to please when it comes to politics and they ain’t scared off kicking up a fuss and causing a revolt which dates back to the English peasants days and also the infamous Guy Fawkes who tried to blow up parliament in around 1605. Well since Boris and Trump have come to power a lot of British people have ditched their rational free thinking side and jumped ship to become American and they are now easy to manipulate loose in morals and less respect for the world and humanity which is not the British way of thinking. They just don’t care what’s going happen as long as someone is over the barrel and that ladies and gentlemen is how they get you they fed the worse meals they feed you basically with the show they know you will be tuning into and clapping along to it’s all tactile no matter who they are hurting and showing up as long as the public is tuning in and singing along to what I call the devils tune cos by god do they know all the lyrics they don’t actually care they are there fluffing the lines humming the bits you forgot. You know what it’s like learning a song for the first time well that’s Trump and Boris supporters they have no clue the real lyrics and just second guess the real lyrics or have a clue what the songs is actually about in the words of Toni Braxton just another sad love song rocking my brain aw baby. Just as long as it’s number one and popular that’s all that matter it doesn’t even matter if the tricks can sing a note or the substance of the song they only like it cos everyone else does and they are trending and in season. I don’t know when politics become a Coachella festival but it has to stop and something that should be called out Boris and Trump and whoever is similar and on the board cos they shouldn’t be able to pass go and they should pay the 200 monopoly money every time they go round the board IE milk the public over and over again. For those who don’t know what Coachella is it’s a festival hosted for YouTuber and influencers alike where they stand around taking cute pictures and making out like they are doing their job properly which is influence their millions of followers with products which they are sponsored to promote.                                           

YOU BEEN X'D

From clowns to the other Trump’s hand puppet yes Becky with the European hair special case Elon Musk. I don’t know where to start with this man as he’s been rubbing me and other’s up for quite some time now. His unnecessary need to give his dumb opinions every two minutes and make bizarre and silly statements like the one I can never get over how Hitler yes Hitler was misunderstood is laughable but so painfully bad at the same time. I’m really trying to comprehend where he is coming from with that one as what’s there to misunderstand call me washed but Hitler the one quite clearly you look up to killed millions of Jewish people and yes he did I’ve been to the concertation camp in Germany not that I need to believe such a thing it was well documented or most of it was by Hitler and his army. He makes out that the photography taken at the concertation camps was staged which is a old conspiracy now and one only the far right and easily impressed want to believe and they usually are the ones calling the Jews nasty names and think it’s funny as they and to them are greedy big nosed sun of a bitches something that was probably populated by Hitler and his army with all the money, bonds and jewels they stole from them as they slaughtered them. It’s bad enough for them in the stigma and the racism and reasoning of mass genocide they faced. It’s the same with when he had the cheek to say that he thinks the partition was a good thing and how he doesn’t believe in integration with other races. Those words were alarming enough as the well known history in America and also in South Africa where he is from by the way he’s a rich South African white farmer for Pete’s sake who gave the South African white farmer’s son permission to speak or collect his coins he should be manning the equipment on his dad’s farm and fearing the black person like all white South African’s farmer should be doing. Whatever or most things he says is inciting some sort of race war or leading people on to danger sometimes I wonder if that’s what he believes in it all and is just pranking people out of the thrill of it all but I’m not being funny he’s a South African white farmer and they are ones who don’t want to understand the world and agree with things like the partition okay not all of them but I know there’s bad blood between white South African Farmers and Black South Africans and Africa as a whole. They are only decedents which means that’s not their real place of origins and therefore have no right telling the real Africans who originate from there what to do and where to go. In fact how dare you come into a country and reek havoc on their own land. It’s like my gran who as I explained originates from Guyana coming to England and telling English people they are not allowed to drink tea or go to the café for a greasy English breakfast or even worse telling the English oh sorry you are not allowed in this part it’s for Guyanese or black residents only down the road is where you want to  be can you imagine that. I mean I’m trying not to be ignorant but Musk hasn’t exactly painted a beautiful picture of the white South African farmer and was everything I was told and more about them that they aren’t very nice people and don’t care about the world or care to understand people’s problems and views and are nothing more but right wing Klan members. Usually it’s I’m rich I can behave like this and now it’s I’m white and rich them snowflakes can tell me nothing cos what’s the quickest way to defect someone and their views school playground antics like name calling and bullying like getting other people to join in by grasping words like snowflake and throwing it in the air in order to people to latch on to the words and finish their job and do all the dirty work for them at sometimes and at it’s worse suppress the opposition. Climate change is one classic example how Musk, Trump and Boris changed people’s opinion and made it a thing not to believe in climate change and attacked their opponents like the way they dealt with climate activist Gretta Thunberg from Sweden. I made a point of where she is from as Sweden take their climate change and carbon footprint very seriously unlike some countries and were one of the leading countries to make great changes to their country to prevent things like global warming and is one of the cleanest countries in the world when it comes to air population and green house gasses something they swear blind doesn’t exist. But they way they treated her I’m not surprised why she was angry and going further in on them calling her a silly girl, a liar and constantly contradicting her facts and also laughing at her looking at her like some next person to challenge them with these wild claims it was disrespectful especially when it’s coming from a innocent child who wanted to see her and her further kids and your own kids and yourselves future not to mention the rainforest and the animals why don’t you have a go at Mother Thresa while you at it. All of them I mentioned Trump, Musk and Boris and whoever is against Gretta is nothing but money grabbers and spinning stories from their ears which is deny the facts of global warming all to save them billions from not becoming energy sufficient. It’s in their best interest to deny it and I can assure you without proving it they spent millions instead on spinning the narrative that global warming was just another conspiracy cooked up by activists and governments to sell us the new vision which was becoming a energy efficient world  which they would pocket a huge amount of money from products and deals brought to the table by this great change. No business especially the massive companies are going vote for someone who is going make them pay out millions and billions in order to meet the governments demands it’s like asking the snobby rich kid to think of the poor for once they would be pissing themselves with laughter on just the thought alone. Not only that they think they are well too superior to others and don’t have to reason with no one it’s the whole that’s why your money is short you don’t know  how to run a business something they have all said. Elon is the real hand puppet in this whole thing and like Trump and Boris they come from a business background which means they can’t be trusted when it comes to deny things like global warming it’s them who would have to fork out the money which in a global roll out would cost them all trillions we just swap light bulbs for more energy efficient bulbs and boil the kettle less and lastly turn down the heating to 20 degrees and we done our bit. That’s why they all go out there way to spin such narratives cos they know we are all behind it and doing our bit and wouldn’t waver from it until you start to bring out the big guns and spin your own narratives like global warming doesn’t exist and we were all lied to it catches all the conspiracies theorists off guard and make them stand to attention and then of course you got the stupid too who would buy anything that is being fed to them. It’s weird as people like Elon Musk has a agenda which is get uncontrollable rich and try to sway people and their views in the process and instead of people asking what his agenda is and as always it turns out to be not for the people they ass clap along to the devils riddem and in his and the other’s circus they are trying to be the ring leader even though they ain’t leading me or them I mean I’m not impressed one bit they better cut the mic and wrap it up real quick as they have already made a spectacle of themselves their country and lastly us all. Elon seem to think the white population is the dominate force and how they need to start taking back what they own and this is coming from a white South African who wasn’t even originating from Africa the prick is partly Dutch I think that’s his real birth place. He needs to seriously take a DNA test and look at the map and find out the truth that they invaded Africa and populated parts of South Africa and made it seem like it was a white country and they are true Africans and had a right to act the way they do and even vote cos they are Africans when really they are nothing but decedent citizens who should be carefully how they tread. In my opinion they should of cleared out long time ago and give South Africa their land and rights back they are in their own country. No one can tell me nothing especially a migrant or immigrant no shade thrown and it’s the same thing no one should be telling them where they should be hanging around anywhere in the world for that matter the world is meant to be a free and open place and in reason you should be allowed to go and settle wherever you like without the stigma of being the Johnny foreigner and called a immigrant and made out to be the outcast especially in their own country but other people’s too. Musk should of stuck to his car company and concentrate on his social media company. That’s the other thing I’ll bring up when it was known as the old name Twitter it was a space to get seen and interact with people  fast forward to the rebranding and renaming it to X it’s become just another platform to exploit their users of their money and owned by a narcistic bastard who wants to to make the gates of hell to open and shut like it was a automatic door at your favorite shopping store. I have taken it upon myself not use Twitter until that man retires and someone more in tune with the world takes his place even though that means missing out on potential listeners for my music and stuff I make I rather starve. I even refuse to call it X and still call it Twitter as petty as that is there is no way I’m going to dance to one of the devil’s songs and be in tune with a right wing rich guy who infamously said Hitler was misunderstood and I’m still laughing and also how the partial was a good thing you can’t be serious and expect me to run along side you like these things said was cool and acceptable cos sweetie I got news for you they really ain’t and people won’t put up with it a part from the stupid and people like you honestly enjoy your soup siiiir. I wonder what black Twitter are thinking and if they took action cos there is no point lining his pockets for a moment longer he doesn’t care for you or the people of all colours and creeds for that matter. I mean I’m not suggesting that black Twitter and anyone who is reading this should follow suit and I don’t easily follow the cancel culture but I feel and I am speaking for myself sometimes you need to take action and stop supporting the ones who profit from funds you contribute to and are everything you hate about this world or not showing any sign of improvement on behaviour and keep butting heads and in this case intentional butting heads to revoke some sort of action and in this case and with Elon Musk trying to start a race war. He was just one person who kicked the hornet’s nest and suggested that a race war was coming and we better pick a side and fast. This caused lots of people to lose focus and jump in without thinking declaring themselves on this or that side. I don’t know who asked him to make such a stupid and harmful statement but it was uncalled for as we are all already in a egg shell situation where we are all treading lightly and trying to do the wrong thing and most important of all make the world especially the guilty countries like America and Great Britain and Germany come to think about  a better place and where we are all trying to change the perceptions of our countries and trying to move on from our gritty past but not forgetting it and it serves as a reminder why we can’t afford to paddle backwards to old comforts and past times cos there is no room for small minded people and how they are and we as people how are we supposed to do our job of making the world smile again even if it’s for two minutes. This is why in my opinion why Elon shouldn’t be welcomed he’s the reverse button when we should be switching gears and taken it up a notch or even put in drive and just cruise. Either way anything is better than this toxic behaviour Elon shows that isn’t helping a already unstable situation and puts people on the wrong path. Our grandparents fought a war the Second World War to be exact not to be beaten by some rich snobby man or leader with bad intentions. In fact  most of them would be also coughing up blood to find out their grandchildren, son’s and daughters and what have you are eating up the whole cake and listening to people like Elon a very toxic egotistic man  with bad intentions. They talk about being proud to be British but seem to forgot how to be British and the fundamentals of the Second World War which was to fight against fascism and dictatorship fast forward to 2025 they are in love with fascism and being right wing even though their grandparents fought a war for us all which was against something they now support I mean was it even worth them strapping up in the first place only to save the jews and their situation. At the end of the day all what Elon has said and I’m strongly against is all bad right wing ideology and straight from the text book of the anti Christ himself Hitler and his army. He’s reading the devil’s verse word from word and people are as I said before are singing along and badly making it now a headache and a growing problem around the world. Something that I think everyone should know Hitler, his army and even the old CIA propagated conspiracies about the Jews after the war was over to justify their actions a growing tooth ache in any countries politics we all see to this day. Also stuff that is still being echoed by the thick and angry like the conspiracy of how the Jews were trying to take over the world and how the world was ran by powerful Jewish people and as I said and not my words  but also how greedy they claim they were which is all Hitler’s reasoning and fears about the Jews and is the reason why he committed mass genocide with innocent people who were none of these things and that I bet my life with. He like all the right wing members are worried about being made the minority and become the unheard and like all of the right wing members are scared of foreigners and never cared to integrate or be part of the ever changing community as they can’t relate and have a fear of being overpopulated by foreigners or people of colour.. Around the world there is a mass problem in each country and is not exclusive to one country which is your the rookie you’re not from around here and do not welcome the foreigners in their country and like America and England they make it their duty to tell them that they are not welcome in their country and to go home basically because they are too proud to be British or American and shout their mouths off too much it’s like Elon he’s over proud to be a white South African.                 

POOR TONY ROBINSON

From one hand puppet to another and this time it’s not Trump’s pet but more the Tories pet even though they don’t necessarily eat from the same bowl like the lap dogs they are. I’m talking about the Advance party leader Tommy Robinson and not to be confused with Tony Robinson the British actor, comedian and TV presenter which unlike Tommy a national treasure something Tommy probably hopes to be and tries so hard to do so. Tommy has made a few controversial guest appearances on our TV but the one that really got me mad was how he hijacked the Tories speech right at the beginning of the Brexit fiasco and where he jumped the already tone deaf speech of being British and working class by whoever  was Prime Minster at the time and I think it was Theresa May to replace it being white and proud to be British and what irritated me even more instead of doing the right thing and distancing themselves from the far right party the Tory party said nothing and allowed him to rot people’s brains with hate speech and misinformation and also allowed him to have a platform same with the news channels they gave him his voice and allowed him to spread misinformation and fake facts all in order to meet the agenda’s requirements which was to get Brexit done and judging by their non actions at any cost. This is from a person Tommy being the person in question who was against the Tories and actually didn’t like them or the way they swallowed massive amounts of money and was well known for giving anti government and anti Tories speeches but this could be another case of agendas and pandering to growing fears and I think would be just like the if he had the chance. What’s even worse Tommy has grown some momentum and has grown fans and I’m not on about British people he’s collected along the way fucking Elon Musk and Holly Valance are two of his upmost supporters even though it’s a stretch to call them his upmost supporters IE celebrity supporters  as Elon just doesn’t have the people’s backing or match up to be a real celebrity  and he has to borrow the Trump supports for that and as for Holly Valance no one can remember who she was after that one hit wonder and she disappeared into obscurity like bitch you seriously ain’t going get your second coming on the back of Tommy stop pretending and playing us right away. Even Steps a British pop band is more famous then Holly Valance for their music but it’s like Steps turning up to your rallies Obama had Beyonce and Joe Biden had Taylor Swift even Trump had Kanye West at one point and there’s Tommy with whooom you may ask I’m pissing myself laughing fucking Holly Valance like bitch I preferred you when you were on Home And Away and I was lead to believe you were a nice person instead of this old hag you have turned into and as I said I know it’s for beneficial game stop playing. I wouldn’t be surprised if she had music dropping right after her appearance with Tommy I was expecting it oh my bad no one wants a has been especially a one hit wonder has been apart from Tommy who probably thought he as touching royal cloth I can’t I’m dying inside. Okay so she appeared on the Aussie soap Home and Away but she’s hardly Kylie Minogue her sister Dani or their brother Daniel also the old cast from Prisoner Cell Block H also known as Prisoner in the US or any of the original or even current actors on Home Away or Neighbours give me those and Skippy also the Round The Twist cast with immediate effect. As if Holy could pull in the crowds for Tommy like you got to be easily impressed to run with it it’s the equivalent to going to a gig, concert or somewhere and seeing the main headlines and being disappointed as it’s scraps and someone who is just keeping a  float after that one hit they had but still they manage to find a stage to sing on and that’s being disrespectful to them as there’s actually nothing wrong with it but I didn’t come all this way to see the 90s and 00’s pop bands I came for a show so give me one please and make me have stars in my eyes instead of dull eyes. I mean I think it was a half on a baby affair where they both took advantage of their status Tommy being the right wing leader and Holy being the celebrity even though I do think she’s a one hit wonder and that statement is laughable at the very best they came together to use the time to gain popularity with separate agendas Tommy’s agenda was to get more follower and votes and Holly’s agenda was to get recognized and the spotlight back on her after a decade or two of going missing from the spotlight cos don’t think she came along to the rally just to show support  for Tommy and his movement oh how silly of you to think so. Once again they are taking a leaf from America’s book by using celebrities in this case I would call her a ex celebrity to fill up the seats so to speak and unlike Obama and Bidden this was just another rouse by Tommy and now Tommy’s personal hand puppet Holly Valance to win votes and to also win back the votes after he was infamously dumped by the reform party leader Nigel Farage at the alter. It’s funny as I don’t know where I stand with Nigel Farage he hates the Tories great start my ears are burning already he seems to listen to what people are saying and promises great things for Britain if he was elected excellent move sir and also he came down from the Brexit ride and started opposing against it and Tommy Robinson talking about how he wished he never joined the conversion or joined Tommy’s party me too but what is this I hear about making England a non migrant zone and sending them all packing back to where they came from so to speak. I would love to see Nigel make the rich and well off companies pay their taxes like normal people do and not evade the tax man or be allowed to evade the tax man and the tax payers who pay so much more but kicking the migrants out the country is not the answer everyone claims it to be and all thanks to pure pressure applied by the media and newspapers where they are adamant it’s the immigrants who is eating up the money which has nothing to do the migrants who come to this country to study and work not cause trouble and get loose with it. Even if he did send them packing who’s going fill in the jobs cos there is a whole who ha and not just in this country but they make these wild claims that the  migrants are taken all the jobs when really I don’t see anyone else making the effort to keep a stable job and even take orders from their boss show me the so called people who are losing out jobs for replacement migrants and then I would consider what you say. They are only here to take the jobs no one else is applying for and to fill that void of workers who make your world go round. In fact without the migrants services would be slower, ques would be longer and most things will nearly be at a stand still which means slower delivery times for your goods you purchase online, your food and stuff  and more people will become ill and have to put up with the pain and whatever it is as the migrant doctors especially in your A&E now have to deal with the backlog of patients they can barely get through the whole of England would be bursting from the seams and something out of the Madonna video when the pearl neckless gets broken and the beads go scattering all over the floor well that would be us all. I don’t think even Nigel has thought it through carefully and properly and was a rushed attempt to win votes it’s easy for someone to be so quick to jump to it but can they provide and if he does what will happen in the aftermath. The confusing thing about Nigel and defines him more than Tommy is his off and on relationship with Brexit and his racists beginnings which he has done well distancing himself from the riff raff like Tommy and has become more trustworthy or at least he speaks a good game but is he yet another one who panders to your fears, so called knowledge and wishes I know I’m being a cynic but none of them and I mean all of them never do as they are told and have agendas they can’t wait to lay out on the table and usually it’s them who profit it from it not the people we get the consolation prize which is a measly a couple of hundred quid we get giving as hush hush money to keep us complacent and voting for them it worked for Boris a treat when he slashed benefits and gave us £300 as a bargain deal as if the £300 was good enough to make up the real amount of money we was losing out on each fortnightly and now paid monthly as believe me I’m not the greedy one or one to complain about how much I get but that was a swindle and they know it. The entire benefits system is messed up but at the same time is a blessings as I get my money and for a week or two I’m on top of the world until the money runs out then it’s all a downwards spiral action. But once again it’s a blessings as we are one the few countries to pay the sick and even people out of work which is why it’s so messed up to begin with but we are intitled to the money giving and helps a lot of poor and ill people pay bills, buy food and you might even have enough to go and treat yourself with something nice with the money you pinched your purses and wallets with or you went mental and you made a purchase with the money you intended to spend on something constructive like food but you go without in order to make you temporally happy and in my case and maybe yours as well keeps you active and busy for a while cos it’s all about keeping the mind as busy as possible to spare your sanity. Moving on to someone I never intended to add to the conversation but I was just talking about benefits so let’s talk about Mr so on the Tories payroll looking bitch Mr Jeremey Kylie. For those who don’t know who Jeremy Kylie is he’s a British chat show host who spends most of the time queuing claps from the audience and shouting at his guest calling them inexcusable names like scum and wrongens for mostly smoking weed and not doing anything with their lives and even family. The main theme of the show is shouting at people for smoking weed and not having jobs or not trying to get a job or for not stepping up to the table and being there for your own children which is the lesser crime of his. It’s badger baiting where the guests are the badgers and get fed to the dog pack leader Jeremy and the audience who are the lap dogs and are just there to make some noise when get queued. To put it all into perspective before Jeremy we had shows like Trisha and the other one sorry I forgot your name it was another lady though the shows were serious talks with a little bit of shouting say when Trisha would get irate with one of the guest but it was usually a sarcastic reply from the likes of people like Trisha who never stuck on one side or made them feel ashamed of themselves when they are not making a show of themselves that is I mean you act up your getting owned even though Trisha never intended to run around with their weave tightly clutched in her hands like bitch I got your head piece tell me what you are going to do again. Fast forward to the days of Jeremy Kylie he would snarl get in their face like right in their face spitting whilst yelling in their face he was acting way to aggressive for my liking and the way he belittle them and that’s before he got to the real facts which was they ran off cheating on them which left them option but to runaway and act the way they act even though and bottom line domestic violence is non acceptable and unless it’s a one sided bullying situation where they get off by on your pain IE being helpless  scared and feeling the pain it works both ways and I’ve seen it myself countless times where they drink too much and get all in their face attacking them by hitting them and winding them up by not leaving them alone when asked to this is for both sexes but it’s bound to happen that someone will have enough and attack on purpose and by accident. Some people I don’t get like the people who just don’t care and would put hands on you male and female then you got people like me who say well if you are going attack me don’t think you can use the girl card and get away it even though I never hit a girl or woman in my life but I seen some cases and I have to ask myself was she asking for it though cos most cases they gave them ample of time to stop what they are doing and they gave them enough time to calm down and stop attacking them it’s being taken advantage of as they know most men and boys don’t hit girls and woman and is under the pretence that they are a girl or a woman and I never hit a girl or woman true gentlemen. Going back to Jeremy Kylie before I got side tracked I would like to know how or what he personally gained from the Tory pay out as he concentrated mainly on people on benefits and treated them like dirt and some were unjustifiable mean behaviour it wouldn’t surprise me if he was a Tory voter and paid them handsome amounts of money to help with their campaigns. He screams Tory supporter without even saying a thing and I would be surprise if he didn’t like them and their legalisation. Feeding live animals like badgers to a wild dog is cruel and I was shocked how benefit Britain looked up to Jeremy and didn’t find any of his behaviour mean or out of place. He was the voice of reasoning in their eyes instead of the voice of the man and the man is  always shouting at the lesser off without fully understanding the full situation which starts with the way benefits are giving out and their own struggles they deal with that Jeremy insists to their guests that they are lying they are not really that ill and how they need to find a job instead of smoking weed and moping around doing nothing. That is the remerging pattern in most Jeremy Kylie shows which that sentence is completely tone deaf to the situation and doesn’t help them find their feet any quicker and take charge by getting a job and quitting weed for good. If anything blame the government and shout at them as people are only collecting what they are told money they are intitled to and you can’t blame a person for cashing in and collecting their money they know they can get cos unlike you Jeremy people starve people run out of electric people want nice things too for themselves and their kids. We now live in a materialistic world thanks to the growth of social media and even more easy accessible stuff  we spend our money on blame them too but with me I’m happy with the things I got and buy and I wouldn’t call myself materialistic in the slightest but I know a lot of people who are and there’s nothing wrong with having nice things it’s when you think you are better and more superior to people who can’t afford these things and are lesser off than you like everyone needs to follow the fashion cos that’s what  it is a fashion runway show and it’s forever touring. Moving backwards to Mr Pitbull AKA Jeremy Kyle and for those who don’t know how it ended one of his guest committed suicide after being set upon on his show and not so long after that he quickly got taken off air never to be seen on TV again. It was only after the news came out that he was responsible for someone’s death on his show did people start to ask questions and see him for the nasty piece of work that he is and in short turning against him. To put it all into perspective the people on the show are usually poor council estate people which is the equivalent to a housing project seen in America those people are at a disadvantage where like the housing projects in America not a lot of people move up state into their dream house,  with their dream dog, dream babies the lot. They find it the hardest to find and maintain a job and as much as they would love to be chasing some serious money life circumstances like broken homes, drug and alcohol abuse, criminal records, mental health issues and countless other factors play a massive roll if you sink or swim in this world even though they find other means like drug dealing to make up the fact they can’t and never will work in their lifetime. Not only is it about making money is also doing something productive with your days even though it means stacking shelves as some people like my friend he enjoys stacking shelves and doing the manager special but he is quite clear by saying he only does it cos he’s got no choice and even I said I really couldn’t see you on the dole living like me he was never cut out for that and neither was I come to think about but it was my mental health that stopped me from working and left me a shell, suicidal and stagnated after it came to a crashing end when all the funding and money ran out and I wasn’t get requested as much or at all. This is why I never saw where Jeremy was coming from when he was getting all in their face calling them scumbags, a embarrassment to Britain and other cute names and when I mean cute they really wasn’t and as I said they were actually quite mean and tone deaf to their own personal situation. What it really is is he’s taking out his anger and frustration out on his guest like that’s his focus of releasing bad energy we all have still burning strong inside us and no that’s not a good thing bad energy needs to come out somewhere most people would go for a run, go to the gym and bang the weights aggressively, dance, sing it out and then you got people who find it easier to do their best Braveheart impression and yell it out which is harmless if you are doing it when alone and not around people but in the case of Jeremy verses the guest he should of tried to tone it down a bit and not be so scary and aggressive to people who don’t know better I mean the innocent ones cos some of them are guilty as charge and need the whole Jeremy Kylie work out but there are some I think it’s Jeremy who needs to sort out his issues and do his job properly which give them the help they need and stop coming down on them when there is something you don’t like. Here’s the thing though I honestly think he is a decent guy despite him being paid or cheered on by the devil at the very least. He does care and shows it by yelling at lot and calling them nasty names cos he passionate and  can actually show compassion which is usually the innocent one who just want answers or closure to the whole thing. He never goes straight down the line a part from when they are both are in the wrong or right which he bumps their heads together and tries to draw up some sort of conclusion to sort both their lives out or in some cases the whole family. Whatever the case and like most chat shows but I’m thinking of Jeremy Kylie, Jerry Springer and also Dr Phill but they are all exploitive as fuck and even though they are trained clinks nothing will prepare the guest of the exploitation you will find in these shows not unless you are already a fan and you tuned in and know what time it is as some people are fully aware what happens when the cameras come on which is most of the time get fed to the sharks but saying that shout out to the people who went on Jerry Springer especially as they know how to laugh at themselves and have fun with it and then you got the ones who don’t care. The problem with both Jeremey Kylie and Jerry Springer it’s orchestrated a bit which means influencing behaviour by what I heard giving them alcohol and feeding them stories about each other that would build tension and make good TV when they are out on the stage. In Jeremy Kylie case they would use the victim and wind them up and get them g’d up to give the story that good girl gone bad fights back or to put it in another way the Spit On Your Grave story where she’s had enough of being victimized by her attackers and takes upon herself to teach them a lesson they won’t forget in the a long time IE kill them off one by one. This is because deep down most of us like a good fighter and can’t stand a girl or boy but mainly girls who don’t fight back and just puts up with it it’s actually sad to watch and hurts me so when I do see it. But as I said even though Jeremy cares and wants them to do good deep down it’s still a very you been exploited show and I would actually put it in the same lines as Jerry Springer the number one exploitation chat show to date and the Jeremy Kyle show can keep up with the Jerry Springer show by milking their guests even though they both care deep down and not the ones to usually take advantage  and exploit someone’s but I’m sure they know the phrase it’s a  dog eat dog world which actually related to the hierarchy pecking order we are all in and is usually a way to justify their usually brutal force or inexcusable behaviour like Jeremy Kylie and is also about how you must keep on top and do the swiping as if you don’t the next man or woman would come along and swallow you whole the whole eat up or be eaten. Not only is it exploitive but it makes rubbish TV and nothing to do with Jeremy more Jeremy’s need to shout at everyone and the fact he makes sarnies out of them which he digest like he’s eating shrimp gone in a flash. It didn’t make me feel better or like I was going to take action and get off the sick. In fact it left me angry and sad to know that that this is now mainstream views that people were buying and cheering for and making out like we were not working on purpose and that we all enjoy sitting down smoking weed and playing the computer all day every day. Until I found my hobbies which is making music, my three websites and a couple of other stuff that’s all I had a limited supply of weed and my trusted PlayStation and X Box 360 throughout the years. Most times I had nothing better to do and didn’t even want to play the games on my PlayStation and X Box 360 and sitting there in empty quiet room is the worse thing to do and drives you insane which is why it’s important to find a hobby you enjoy or spend time on your computer until you get bored or ready for bed. I had no pets to take out at the beginning until I got my dog Patch and found another hobby to take up walking and boy did we do a lot of walking that dog was well exercised up to the point where her back legs were giving way and I only took her outside my flat on the greenery bit to do her business and come straight back in. I found other’s things to do with my time other than play the computer all day every day and until the new Grand Theft Auto comes out I doubt I’ll play another game until then I might swap hands and invest my time instead and make up for lost time and binge play until my eye balls fall out but I ain’t played a game on my PlayStation 4 for at least a decade now and am too busy to be switching it and just relaxing I’m on the move and as the song by Soul II Soul goes keep on moving don’t stop now as I’m finally starting to see the results of my fruits of labour.    

IN CONCLUSION

Okay firstly of I would like to thank you for coming to the end of this long drawn out blog post. No way was this a attack on anyone’s beliefs and if I hurt your feelings your not feeling my pain and are nothing more then a right wing sympathizer who is part of the the growing problem I highlighted. I’ve really had a enough with the taunts, lies and force feeding and I feel it was about time I hopped on my own podium and start giving my opinions as enough is enough you’ve eaten all my larder in one fat scoff and I’m not going to sit here for a minute longer and allow you to make out we don’t exist and nothing more then as I said before snowflakes and whinny babies who hate to lose or spoiling a good fight. I don’t see you Elon on the field fighting for white rights and I don’t see Trump strapping up  and being on the front line and I definitely don’t see Boris taking the bullet from the IRA and as for Tommy Robinson I don’t see him either on the front line of the race war and ask me where they all are in the comfort of their houses, jets, cars etc sipping on luxury items the stupid funded in donating to their parties and most if not all parties accept donations and I’m not talking the thoughtful quid or dollar which helps them along the way it’s thousands and in some causes a wallop of money and usually they pocket it for themselves and not even use it to advance their parties they run cos how do you think that mortgage gets paid they must think it just floats into the banks pockets. I’m tired of people not reading the situations which is not their fault but to the people who don’t care and and see this as some unruly government revolt you need some serious help I mean how do you get the fork in your mouth and dress yourself and do you know your real name I’m starting to doubt it. The fact is the joke is on them and are they are the butt of their and also our jokes cos I heard enough and the next person who tries it is getting several fire crackers up your ass and I’m going to make you light up like a Christmas tree MERRY CHRISTMAS. They seem to think they are big and clever but I can see the stains in your pantyliners from here for Pete’s sake would it kill you lot to wash your pantyliners every now and and then it’s kicking up a stink. I think you have farted your way to the top enough so go back to where you came from and grow the fuck up. On a more serious note this is not acceptable and I see you hanging your asses out the window while your chauffer drives you past the poor sick and needy that they don’t care about. How many times are they and we going to let them get away with blue murder and allow them to keep flashing middle fingers at us they might as well told us all to and putting it lightly to fuck off a long time ago and I know it’s not might as well have but for suring it it’s us who should be doing the middle finger pose along side the resting bitching face at them cos they are bathing you and not with hot water it’s cold dish water they throw on you when you least expect it which is meant to wake you up and giving them your full attention or so they claim that was meant to happen. I mean myself and others like me wasn’t born yesterday we can read and stay on top of things and when that happens it will be lights out for all of them as there is only so much the real people can take and as for their so called supporters when they see the light they ain’t going be too happy with them when the ball drops and they realize Santa isn’t real and they won’t be getting the PlayStation 5 for Christmas they are going be so pissed with them and they are going to find out they were lied to and taken advantage for political and beneficial gain they are going to bring the hammer down. The thing I found with politics is they are only in for the mean time and even though I think Trump has overstayed his welcome in the White House he too will have a fall and become unpopular same with all of them in fact. They all are going to have to work extra hard to bring all the demands and things they promised to the table to keep the seats and they are never going to keep up the ball for that long their days are marked and they either know it or don’t know it which is why they are trying to grab as much money as possible before scampering into the night with their no our bags of money in their fat greedy greasy hands. Don’t forget the saying politicians make great liars and are nothing but swindlers in suits cos as much as they dress up in the dare I say normal clothes and also their tailored suits they will never meet the requirements to become a great leader which takes listening to the people and providing for them not to misplace voters who believed in you and your stupid party and want them to prove themselves and other’s wrong and they can follow through a plan with no agenda only to make the country or the world a little happier. That is true leadership and something that is hard to come across as everything is tagged with prices and hidden agendas that doesn’t help the real people like some of their voters and supporters who are being taken advantage of and made a mockery but in the name of Faith Evans you better check yourself respect yourself you better go for self cos I flow for self you gets no love from me. Honestly I got to the sour point where if I know you are sniffing the pantyliners of the opposition and FYI they stink I might start falling out with you and that was never me but from Brexit to Trump I had enough of the potatoes as we can all go round acting bad and being mean not that I want to but at the same time don’t ever forget a bad bitch don’t give a fuck and you just ain’t it got it spud brain. They ain’t scaring me they ain’t bullying me and making me cry impossible how can a potato make me cry they have never had a real job or even know how the world is run and oh sweetie that’s how not to run the country there’s only one man for me and dare I say negro without the papers yes I am talking about Obama. Say what you will Donald and co will always be in Obama shadow and Trump is trying so hard to be like Obama who Obama was a trillion times better at running then Trump it’s embarrassing how that bitch is trying to play catch up like stop he out did you on second base strike your out And the haters are going say I only liked Obama cos he was black actually I’m not going to deny that was a factor but you are the opposition and have no idea hat it meant for America and the world and how life changing it was and not only that as I said before he did a excellent job of running and remained calm and collective throughout his time in the White House whilst Trump threw the bath water out and screamed and pouted to get his own way he’s doing it again as we speak. You must some sort of different thick to buy into the Trump effect  this is all just one big race row to you and that’s what I’m trying my hardest not to laugh at cos thinking about it what is funny about a race row oh wait there a minute tell me again how much you love Taylor Swift again no shade to her I’m saying Barack was the don and Beyonce is a inspiration eat my shorts in the rudest way possible. Lawd I’m killing these hoes and god gave me this mouth and fingers to type quick in order to see all your asses. To wrap it up I am not sorry for what I believe in I feel sorry for the people in the middle and the people they left out and I’m laughing at anyone who still think these people are good humble people who show great leadership cos let me know when their brain cells starts kicking in. Let’s face it they all don’t intend on helping us or anyone in their country and are working against us and humanity and as I keep saying they are making a mockery of it and anyone who paved the way for a brighter and better world. As the world spins and the world gets bleed of it’s resources the devil is on our back telling us what we want to hear and pander to our wishes they cooked up in the first place so we are being spooned fed their meals which is a unhealthy amount of lies, two table spoons of manipulation and don’t forget the table spoon of sugar to douse the distasteful taste you get when the taste finally reaches your taste buds and if you can handle that then you need the napkin to wipe off the substances of lies and deception from your fat chin and need help there’s nothing more to add or say I’m not supporting the right wing as if I would steer away from the people who are and think like me and as I said a million times Hitler was a bad man no matter how much they sugar coat it #peoplepower.  

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Nuclear Dreams Collection

September 9, 2025

INTRODUCTION

I don’t know what it is but I seem to be having a lot of nuclear bomb attacks dreams I’ve had more than 10 now most of them include a bomb going off it’s pretty scary in my dreams but I’m always relived when I wake up and realise it was just a dream or is that nightmare. Thinking about it it probably started when the passing planes were flying by and sometimes it sounds like a bomb was just dropped or maybe it just anxieties who knows. Below you will find various nuclear bomb related around and based on my dreams, enjoy. 

NUCLEAR DREAMS BLOG POST

Nuclear Dreams

About two years ago I was having some weird dreams about being in a nuclear attack and I had about six dreams altogether which I think are anxiety dreams which I’m unsure what they are really about. I made two EPs now which one wasn’t that good in sound quality, so I redid it and this blog post is about those dreams I was having. I’ve had a few dreams now where I was in some sort of war zone and being attacked which I think is from all the terror attacks and all the other stresses of the world that have gotten to me. It mainly happens when I don’t smoke and haven’t got any which is interesting as the times I don’t smoke is the times I would get the same sort of dreams but in different places and like all dreams they move so quickly and rapidly from one place to the next and can get very dark and strange. I was trying to find out what it means and I got no answer it could be repressed anger or it could be dissatisfaction it is just to be known but they were cool and the best bit is waking up and knowing it was just a dream and I can go back to sleep or get up but yeah they were scary being in them and would dread the day hopefully that will never happen again. I’m rewriting this from memory and my old tracklists of the old EP I did so it may be jumpy like my dream. 

The first bit I remember was being in a hut which was like in the country and somewhere foreign. The door was open and we were talking I was about to leave the hut when suddenly I saw a mushroom cloud in the background with a massive bang which scared all of us. After the explosion we saw people leave their huts and make their way to where the explosion happened around a mile away, we were not so far behind. We made our way to what seemed like a field and there were lots of people standing around panicking and wondering what was going to happen next when suddenly there was another explosion but this time around a statue which there was a bright flash which nearly blinded us and then it was all burnt and marble looking which people rushed to put out the fire and panic some more. Whilst this was going on they were moving the cattle to a safer place which I suggested and was over the hill and kind of like the Elephant Graveyard in Lion King in all sense in distant and visual wise. They didn’t want to go but they knew it was best and started moving the cattle and dogs to the safer ground whilst we talked about what was happening and what we were going to do and it was suggested the only place safe was where they were taking the animals to the Elephant Graveyard like place which was around 100 miles but you could just see it in the distant where the sun was setting.  

The next bit gets weird cruel and eerie as for some reason the dream moves on to a stadium I’m unsure if someone said to go there or if it just went there but I was there not with the same people and we were in a stadium which was like a baseball stadium it’s out of a game which I can’t think of the name it’s a shooting game and you have to sneak up to the alarms and disable them but you are in a stadium and it looked a lot like that all dingy and dark looking. We were quite a way up in the seating area of the stadium and I could see Vladimir Putin talking on the mic and there was a dog next to him. He was standing next to what looked like a dock with water all around him and he was standing at the foot of the water but in a dry area. There was some dispute about what Putin said and all of a sudden he pressed a button and another explosion happened in the background and was another mushroom cloud which was around 100 miles and could be seen in the far distance. There was another argument this time what to do with the injured dog that was next to Putin as there was no room for any injured animals or even people so to everyone’s surprise Putin drowned the dog in the water and everyone including myself rushed off in all sorts of directions to stop us from seeing the final blow. 

The next bit changed quickly after that and was outside the council building which is a Civic Centre and no one was around no one was on the street walking or driving on the roads it was deserted. There was a building that used to be the old council building for nonworkers seen in the distance of the picture which was open. The door was usually automatic but this time it was wide open so I go and see if anyone else is around and to my surprise, there wasn’t and was just an empty reception and an empty waiting area which was always busy and full of people so it was weird to see the place like that and felt like a bank just before it closes empty and still which is different if you go there midday or in the morning or even afternoon. I took a look around to see if anyone was around but before I could look in the offices there was someone behind me I didn’t know who it was and didn’t hang around to see who it was or what they were about to do and was back on the street before I knew it. 

The last part of the dream was with my gran and my friend from school who we just bumped into each other or maybe we were just with each other as dreams are rapid. There was news of another nuclear attack and we had to get out the way by going to the Highlands in Scotland which was the safest place to be. There were other people there and so was my dog Patch people didn’t want her coming on the bus to the Highlands so I and my friend got on the next bus which was a couple of minutes after the first bus so it was not that long to wait. When we got there we were led to a cottage to rest but we didn’t have time as there was another explosion but no mushroom cloud and we all rushed to the evacuation hut which was in the garden and that’s when the story ended. There was probably lots more to the dreams and were on all different days but I had to write it down somehow.  As I said I’ve made two EPs about the nuclear dreams I had and one can be found on all major platforms and the other on Bandcamp.  

Nuclear Dreams (Part 1)

Nuclear Dreams (Part 2)

Nuclear Mix

NUCLEAR DREAMS EBOOK

NUCLEAR DREAMS INETRACTIVE

L.A. Investigators – Sanctuary Or Satanic

August 31, 2025

INTRODUCTION

It’s a topic that has been brought up time after time and a damn right good one two the subject of backmasking in popular songs. For those who don’t know what backmasking is I explain quickly with a quick definition.  Backmasking is a recording technique where a message or sound is intentionally recorded backward onto an audio track that is played forward, creating hidden or reversed messages that can only be understood when the track is played in reverse. Artists have used this for artistic or comedic effect, for satiric purposes, or to censor explicit words for “clean” releases. While sometimes a deliberate artistic choice, backmasking gained notoriety in the 1980s amid conspiracy theories about secret satanic messages in heavy metal music, which have since been largely disproven. I’ve always been into finding new backmasking songs especially when I was younger which I used to make it jump to get the hidden message which okay isn’t good for the disk reader but boy did I get a thrill when I managed to hit it just in time. The first time was a fluke though which is how I discovered the so called hidden messages.  There are many allegations to why they back mask and it’s from the Illuminati to the devil worshipping to cooler but more scarier heights like secret plans and fixed terrorist plots like the 9/11 conspiracy which I think rings some truths in as something isn’t right but that’s a whole new story. The first recordings of backmasking was  “Car Trouble” by The Eligibles in 1959, which features two nonsense reversed passages. However, The Beatles popularized the technique with their experimental use of reversed tape in songs like “Tomorrow Never Knows” and the vocal backmasking in their 1966 single “Rain,” which also accidentally led to the “Paul is Dead” conspiracy theory. Rewind to the 2010s I would of been up in arms calling them all satanic devil worshippers but fast forward to now I’m in a good state and kept a open mind when compiling the tracks I have on this post. My conclusion will be at the end to what I think all this merlarky is about so stay tuned for that. After making a interactive post around backmasking and can be found on my randomgas.com/boiler-room page if you haven’t seen it already but after making that I decided to jump further down the rabbit hole so to speak and break down some of the sections of some of the songs I played in that interactive piece.  Below you will find well talked and debated about songs that are accused of using backmasking in their songs and many of things actually. I didn’t do the whole song which I cut up into bits and reversed it I did the juicy bits which I tried out myself and recorded each bit of the song and reversing it. You will find four versions of the clips the original clip which is played in forward motions and then you have the reversed clip of the original track and then the other two are me one in forward motion and the other in reversed to see if it was all by accident or more of a calculated plan of action stay tuned.   

LADY GAGA - PAPARAZZI

This song Paparazzi by Lady Gaga has been in some controversy surrounding backmasking and the hidden messages within the song. There’s a couple of messages about Lucifer  and some weird admissions but this is  just standard satanist vibes you would expect from a shed skinned creature we call A Star celebrities.  The first two clips are of the start of the song and reversing the first clip seen below you get the message 

“The star above, above he follow your wish no you’re not funny”     

 

It is suggested that the star refers to the Morning Star and is a Christian interpretation of Isaiah 14:12, which describes a once-exalted figure, the “morning star,” who has fallen from heaven. This term was later linked to the Latin word for “light-bringer,” Lucifer, and applied to the fallen angel, Satan. However, the biblical “morning star” is also a title for Jesus in Revelation 22:16, highlighting a stark contrast: Jesus is the true “bright morning star,” representing eternal light, while Satan’s “morning star” signifies his fall into darkness. It is also suggested that he refers to Lucifer or the devil and he followed their (the people she is meant to be singing about) wishes which is suggested to be a blood sacrifice or mass misconception one of the devils favourites tricks. And whatever it is she is not amused and telling someone they are not funny whatever that means I have no clue.

Saying it myself over the microphone and reversing the clip you kind of get the same message   but it tails off to some inaudible bits but listen carefully and you do get the message 

“The star above above he follow your wish”

 but tails off with the no you’re not funny part.  I’ll leave it in the sanctuary section and pass this off as a coincidence and something that wasn’t forced except for the last part the “No you’re not funny” part that didn’t transfer in my own recordings which does suggest a bit of hokey pokey.  

Play this part in reverse you get a shocking message which is

“The star above, above he modelled on the arts of Lucifer, on the baby”

It is suggested that Lucifer was the angel of music which they modelled the music on even though this is not true.  There is no biblical or definitive historical evidence that Lucifer was the angel of music While some interpretations of Ezekiel 28:13 suggest he had musical instruments incorporated into his being, this verse refers to the King of Tyre, and the terms “tabrets” and “pipes” are often translated to mean the settings for the precious jewels on his body, not actual a musical instrument but is still heavily speculated till this day.

Saying it myself over the microphone and reversing the clip you nearly get the message that she was singing I got 

“The star above above he… inaudible…arts of Lucifer” 

Know that I think about it the followed part did seem more force but I have no proof to back it up with so I’m going to leave it in the satanic pile as even though I don’t think she’s a devil worshipper as such it’s still roots.

Play this part in reverse you get another weird message which is

“On the arms of your bible, step on someone evil save us”

For those who don’t know celebrities as a whole are accused of being satanic and not following the bible hence why it’s suggested she’s saying your bible not our bible. They are also accused of stepping on people to get where they need and should be and also the conspiracy of Satan coming to save them on judgement day a day where they are supposed to align themselves more with the devil or Lucifer.  

 

Making my own recordings and reversing it I got;

“On the arms of your bible….inaudible…evil save us”

Bible and evil save us is pretty much clear but the rest is just gibberish so I pass this off as sanctuary and just a accident   or though and again there seems to be forced words I call them forced as they are words that have or may have been edited later on down the production line but who knows. 

Play this part in reverse you  get another weird message which is

“Help me please someone inside me”

It is speculated that the celebrities like Lady Gaga are leaving in misery and a slave to the Illuminati and they are pleading for people to free them from the mental and physical abuse they are supposed to live with. It is also speculated that Lady Gaga is just one of many who secretly live as reptilians and that is what is inside her or she is a proper loon and she lives with voices and torment this has all be speculated.   

My own recordings and reversing the clip I get a slight  message which is

“Help ma please”

It is hard to pick up the audio but if you listen carefully you will hear it but not the best clearest message in the list but it just about passes so I put this in the sanctuary pile and  call it another possible forced audio or it could just be a coincidence and it just sounds like that but who knows you can be the best judge.  

BILLIE EILISH - WHEN THE
PARTY'S OVER

This has to be one of the creepiest songs I’ve heard in a while and with that out the way you can definitely hear

“We walk in hell Satan”

in a part of this clip but it’s so hard to pick up anything that made sense and not dribbling black tar from their mouth lol but you really have to concentrate on the audio. 

Nothing in this one apart from the last word which is a very slurred Satan right at the end so another one for the sanctuary pile as much of it was inaudible and didn’t make no sense like the M.E.M. which called mean Eminem you see how easy it is to twist the subject around into something that makes complete sense.        

Play this clip backwards you will get the message 

“Kill it kill it kill it  kill it…inaudible” and “Like a lifer” a slang term for someone who is serving life in prison. 

This is a newish song from 2019 so way after the YouTube first stage of feeding us all with junk they call conspiracies so I don’t know much about the song but my guess is more so called satanic messages or her egging someone or us to kill someone  in subliminal tones but who knows what the official conspiracy is. 

Absolutely nothing in this reversed clip of my version just gibberish so this will go into once again the sanctuary pile. Maybe I could of done better with the voicing and the rhythm of the song but it was quite a hard one to get out for someone who just heard the song but nothing but gibberish in this clip.

MILEY CYRUS - WRECKING BALL

In this reversed clip well actually it’s inaudible for most of it but at the end it seems to say

“Whining” and “Tis I supposed to die maybe we should watch”

It could be suggested that Miley is singing about her being dispensable and at the hands of the Illuminati and the other secret society’s we know and don’t know about. And the maybe we should watch may be speculated about a snuff movie or her suffering and everyone watching in and making it a circus which is part of the puppet chain.

Nothing in this one either I recorded and reversed the clip but found nothing to report back  on with so another dead end. It sounded like nothing what Miley sang or spoke down that mic. So I guess this goes in the satanic pile as I feel now this a blatant forced message  or it could be by accident but there was no way I got that from this. 

Playing this part of the song in reverse you get the words.

“Leave, yeah eh eh eh heave eh eh eh loading we are. Oh we are soaking all in our lawn….inaudible…rucaliptian”  

Breaking it down into parts starting  with the first part “leave” which is actually self explanatory but  just for reference it is speculated that she’s telling someone to go possible to be a outcast in the real world or it was someone’s warning them to leave town or even the country someone high up and wouldn’t have to spend a night or their life in a cell. The “heave” part is suggested it’s on about slavery and particularly to the so called slaves who are at the bottom of the pyramid and food chain in hierarchy. “Oh we are soaking all in our lawn” people suggest it’s about soaking in the sun while the slaves run around like busy bees or possible soaking in blood and even worser things. Finally the word rucalipatian is meant to be about shape shifting and the so called reptilians who want to take over the world and the human race which is a pretty far out conspiracy theory I reckon.    

Okay maybe I could of sang the last bit better bit I didn’t find anything interesting in this clip only a indistinctive heave at the beginning and that was it. This will go into the sanctuary section as I didn’t find anything too shocking or worthy of putting it in the satanic pile so onwards and upwards. 

There are chopped up bits and pieces in this part of the song including

“Leave the illusion off with that”,  “No we are not movin”, “Satan”  and “Slow misery let me know” 

The rest is untranslated and speaking in some sort of Juju tongue but your ears might of heard something else. To explain the theory bit by bit “Leave the illusion off with that” is speculated about using smoke and mirrors like what they say about when the Twin Towers got hit on September 11th in 2001. They say it was a order by a higher up person who controls the media and businesses around the world and those people put out smoke and mirrors in order to keep us where they want us to be. I half believe in this as I do believe there are secret cabinets who do the bidding behind our backs and start wars etc for gain and profit including making new laws even if that means breaking them to make it which means cold murder in some cases. “Slow misery let me know” is suggested that they get off on seeing people down and hurt and they have the power to do such a thing which in that part of the song it could be suggested that it was a open invitation to cause pain, havoc and mayhem in the name Lucifer just one of their gods the celebrities are meant to worship instead of God and even Jesus.

Okay not much in this one either but I did notice 3 seconds in it sounds like I’m saying Satan but it’s pretty mangled and distorted. I’ll put this in the sanctuary pile as there wasn’t much in it and seems like a fluke or some sort of accident as I couldn’t find anything substantial in these clip. 

In this reversed clip it seems to be saying

“This is revenge what you did to me. Miss me honey”

It is suggested that she is on about a ex and tormenting him through this song. The honey part is suggested to be linked to the Monarch part of the Illuminati where celebrities like Miley Cyrus are brainwashed sex kittens and are controlled by handlers and they use trigger words like honey to make them do what they want. Interesting at it’s best scary at it’s worse but I think it’s pretty much exaggerated claims I think.

In my reversed clip I got 

“Revenge” and “Miss me honey”

Not the whole sentence but a bit of mix and match. It definity says “miss me honey” which I think is a coincidence and makes me laugh for some reason. I’ll put this in the sanctuary pile  as there was that coincidence and the rest didn’t make sense so in the pile it goes. 

BEYONCE - SINGLE LADIES (PUT A RING ON IT)

In the revered clips it seems to be saying 

“Hail Lucifer” 

Not much to explain in this except more devil worshipping accusations from the conspiracy theorists and also trying to align herself more with the devil I mean it’s up to you to decide but they are wild accusations. 

Not much in my recordings or though it does seem to be saying

“Lucifer”

A couple of times but I’m not getting the hail bit which you do have to listen really carefully to hear it in the original song. I’ll put this in the sanctuary pile or though I won’t dispute a bit of forced audio in there but who knows.

In the reversed clip of this bit of the song it seems to say

“Lucifer, the world will..not..have..fun, the world will bow to me, people tears fall”

More accusations of devil worshipping  and the accusation of when the day comes the world will bow to Beyonce the queen of hell or the other one is she will replace Christianity and the world will bow and worship her instead. And the people’s tears fall part is to do with Aaliyah and the fact she so say killed her and how people still cry out for her a possible regret so called. The other one is another world wide thing that will affect us all and how our tears will fall like 9/11 all over again. And oh the world will not have fun part is meant to be about how she is laughing and saying how the world will be restricted and how we will not have fun like it has been since 9/11.

My reversed findings find it says

“The world…Inaudible…will not have fun” and “Gurl  will bow to me”

But the rest is inaudible and something I couldn’t pick up on. I’ll put this once again the sanctuary pile as I couldn’t find the sinister message in the audio and doesn’t find much of the clip.

In the reversed clip of the final bit it seems to be saying

“Galaxy” and “Lean on me”

Silly accusations that Beyonce is God as we all know the Gods open up all the galaxies so  they are saying she thinks she’s God and going to open up a galaxy which is meant to be blaspheming and disrespect to God and the Bible.  The “Lean on me” part is quite silly but she is meant to be the puppet and she’s the one they lean on IE take it out on and she’s meant to be tired of being leant on apparently.

In my reversed clip it says

“Galaxy” and “Lean on me”

Okay a bit jargoned but if you listen carefully it does say that the lean on me and galaxy are quite distinctive. I definitely put this in the sanctuary pile  as it was a natural recordings and nothing to suspect about it  even though it was the silly part of the song and nothing to be taken too seriously. 

IN CONCLUSION

Well we have come to the end of the post and I leave with my conclusion. I pretty much call it sanctuary over satanic and even though I did find some suspect or what I called forced audio it’s pretty much a coincidence and something that should be taken seriously.  They probably deliberately put messages in the songs for profit and sells even though they are all saints but not perfect as saints aren’t perfect. I don’t know maybe it’s the accent or the way it was sung and even though I did try to sing it or at least get the melody part right I found not a lot in it. I don’t know of a technique used to get hidden messages when reversing a part of a song but here is the conspiracy part of the post but maybe they have a technique or certain voices and accents sound different or maybe they have a book of words and the song writers use that to meet the satanic and sinister requirements but this is far fetched allegations from me and also not what I found in my own recordings. Whatever the case I myself think it’s pretty much BS unless it was all what I said above and more which I always keep a open mind when investigating and debating the topic. I wanted to make my own recordings and conclusions and I would suggest you do the same with the same clips and other well known songs to make up your own mind but I hope I helped.

Conspiracies Gone Wild

August 21, 2025

INTRODUCTION

Don’t get me wrong  I enjoy a good conspiracy I remember in the 2010’s when there were a lot of what they call now truth channels or other well known as conspiracy channels on YouTube. Some of it which is nothing but some harmless fun is okay but then we jump into the wild side stuff you have to believe in aliens and stuff to believe what they say. I heard it all from the queen being a reptilian and eating babies to replacement clones of the stars of yesterday and even today. As I said some of it is just harmless fun but the funny thing about it is people and the person delivering the news actually believes it. Even though it can be what I called  harmless fun it can lead you down dark and lonely paths which I get into further down this post. I wonder all the time what the person’s agenda is the person who is behind spreading the craziness is it to spread the word or just because you can’t stand that person or a way to get global attention like here’s the scoop but don’t forget to buy my merch or buy and stream my music it does make me wonder. Obviously it’s a topic starter in real life and on YouTube and online the reactions are priceless and most take it with a pinch of salt and then there are people who over react and start hating or acting shady towards that person and is mostly to do with the satanic nature but more on that later.  I’m actually writing this post as I seen a surge of the so called truth channels and the return of the crazy and dam right silly with bigger and bolder claims and talk of proof without showing proof and fake what it looks like fake AI made thumbnails that is meant to be the proof but it just not cutting it. I mean how many tear duck photoshops are you going to do with a miserable face they use it on everyone and at first it was convincing but it’s been done too many times but still impressive gear. I remember when I first really started hearing about conspiracies and fully understanding them was at my old school Fairfield Grammar School and when I was about 11 when I first started secondary school. Our teacher was a bit of a kook too and he told us some of them which always used to scare me but sounded so real and interesting. He was well up to date with them and knew all the old ones he was a bit of a wiz to it actually. It did change my perspective of the world and my outlook on things but I said nothing was going to stop me doing what I wanted to do and I did it. 

MESSING WITH MY PSYCHE

As I said I started hearing and making way of conspiracies when I was 11 around 1996 and when I started secondary school. I always had a mental illness well since when I was seven and only got treated in 2016 when I got some help. I got sectioned and this was due to a number of reasons but one of them was watching too many conspiracy videos on YouTube. Like any nutter I stared watching harmless videos like long videos in 15 minute section videos about JF Kennedy and also the clones then it got all serious and it was scary stuff scary cos I was on some nasty K2 weed that left me overthinking and paranoid but it was still believable until they pushed the boat out.  It left me unhinged and thinking radical cos I actually thought Aaliyah was murdered and I was in this whole conspiracy and my meeting with Aaliyah when she came to my school in 1997 was linked to her death some how or I was cursed was the other one. This was after watching countless videos on YouTube to do with Aaliyah including all her videos looking for clues but alas I couldn’t find nothing this was in the 2010s by the way when there was no mute button for it and I was looking for the truth even though I really didn’t need to.  Even though I couldn’t find any truths in her music videos and also interviews YouTube filled up my box with countless videos that had convincing clips that looked like the truth like the backmasking of popular songs that if you play it backwards you will get a usually satanic message like worship the devil or worship me that is linked to the illuminati or satanic clips in the music videos which is meant to be worshipping the devil, the illuminati or is linked to the butterfly monarch and is where they are sex kittens/slaves to the rich and famous which sounds interesting. I believed all the above and more and liked the fact even though I was against it but I liked the fact of this higher foreseers who control us and the rich and famous pulling those strings one by one and some of the rich and famous being sex kittens and secretly  worshipping the devil and illuminati it sounded so interesting but scarily real. Watching the videos on YouTube about conspiracies gave me my own idea to reverse some of my own songs I had and one of them Aaliyah’s I Care 4 You that song really scared me and though played normally it sounds like a song about love or what not but played backwards there are some horrible lines that makes it seem she was laughing behind our back and nasty name calling like she hates us or me at that point. It really did shook me up and made my mental health even worse but it was a state at that point as it was due to binge watching conspiracies on YouTube was one reason it didn’t go with the K2 I was smoking either. It was pretty dark stuff and mostly related to the next people I’m about to talk about Beyonce and Jay Z the so called king and queen pins of the illuminati.   

THE JAYONCE COMPLEX

Long live the days when Jay Z was just a hustling rapper and Beyonce was that chick from Destiny’s Child boy has time moved fast. I don’t know what it is but for some reason they are putting a X over Jay Z, Beyonce and even their kids. Every two minutes they are speculating on YouTube on them two and they are some serious allegations and some silly ones like news just in Beyonce wore Aaliyah’s skin in order to keep Jay Z like geez Jay most people would ask them to dress up as them for Halloween and make another baby if you know what I mean. I mean it’s ridiculous that people would believe it and something so far fetched. For those who don’t know and hasn’t watched any conspiracy videos on YouTube Beyonce and Jay Z have been accused of being top members of the Illuminati and devil worshipers and have been since Beyonce got with Jay Z and they later got married and had kids together. This is also linked to the Hova sign (seen above) which resembles a pyramid which is linked to the pyramid and all seeing eye on the Dollar currency and the all seeing eye is traced supposable to the illuminati which they scream what Jay Z and the others who signed and not signed to his label are referencing when they do it. One of worse things and something that is brought up a lot is Jay Z killed Aaliyah so Aaliyah can be replaced by Beyonce. This is mostly linked back to the Hova sign which Aaliyah was seen posing in a picture. It can also go as far as saying the Hova sign was a sign that Beyonce has successfully taken over Aaliyah when Beyonce first done the sign. I really don’t know where to start with this as there was so much I went through with everyone being accused like Missy Elliott the madame in this, Ginuwine, Da Brat and so many more including her own uncle who did get a substantial payment when Aaliyah died so say. I really can’t see the resemblance between Beyonce and Aaliyah and if anything they should say she was to replace Michael Jackson as she’s on the same stature now and as much as I love me some Aaliyah AKA Baby Girl I really don’t see her on the same performance wise now like big sell out shows and top selling albums and streams in this current state I mean in 2025 or anything before 2005. Everyone know she was moving into acting and was going to be Neo in the Matrix but she died in the plane crash in 2001 before filming but she had a number of film appearance before her death. I really do see her still acting and appearing on things like Empire or even some guest appearances in TV in Sitcoms and serious stuff she might not even still be singing and touring if she was alive today. The other thing is which seems pretty harsh to say but is a valid comment so I say it but would she still be relevant in 2025 in the music industry and have a sell out out grand tour like Beyonce has. As I said I love me some Baby Girl but I’m being fair and just asking some simple questions we all have to ask ourselves and FYI I’m am and was Aaliyah’s top fan. The other allegations that are being made is Jay Z is drugging Beyonce to  keep her in a bad and controllable state, Beyonce does witchcraft against people and countless other rumours and allegations. What’s even worse is there are people coming out and backing up these wild claims and becoming the next sensation for a bit. I mean I’m not being funny but until I see actual proof of these claims I’ll treat it as just another wild allegation or claim made by a hater or someone they think they are in the know and spreading these claims for likes and profit or just because they think they are in the know. I’m not saying Hollywood is not satanic I’ve worked in the outskirts of the Hollywood zone and been in the Hollywood zone when I was a dummy, a music assistant for Ant Records and noticed a stale feel to the place but most people were nice actually it’s true what they say it’s always about money and how much or what you got but everything is superficial and showy. So I do believe that but I don’t believe they worship the devil no more as I haven’t seen real blatant proof apart from what YouTube channels have said and pointed out which is in my opinion all lies and false facts and something that should be cracked down on to save our soul and sanity.             

AT AGE 40 GAS NO LIGHT REVEALS ALL

Me and my friend Arctic Fox laugh at the silliness of some of the titles and thumbnails on YouTube like the silly titles like At Age 80 They Reveal What We What We Was Thinking Along and those silly time traveling videos you have to be mental to believe and this is me not trying to be horrible about their believes. The fact is like all conspiracies on YouTube there isn’t enough evidence they promise to show proof but don’t actually give you anything to believe in and is something that has been photoshopped for sure when they do show the so called proof. Clickbait comes to mind and the proof was so say in the thumbnail now I wasted up to 15 minutes and still you haven’t showed me nothing what a complete waste of time and energy. I mean there is nothing wrong with it really and I do count that as harmless fun even though most of it is clickbait but it does frustrate me because people lose their mind to it and end up in some bad predicament all because the hater or so say knowing person gets on their high horse and start galloping around. Get down from there and walk like a real man or woman or anything below or above. I mean it really does put me off people when I start or did start believing the lies like when I heard the rumour Rihanna gave Chris Brown Herpes a sexually transmitted diseases and was so called uncurable and the reason why Chris Brown attacked Rihanna in that car incident I went off the two. It was all I could think about when I saw them in the online pictures and music videos and that is the downside to hearing gossip online and in your daily life. They even go as far as saying that people like Rihanna, Beyonce and countless others can’t carry babies no more as their uterus is damaged from the uncurable STDs or STIs Sexual Transmitted Infection. Even though this is false as Beyonce and Rihanna and the others have all had babies they carried themselves but they say they are fake bumps and fake pregnancies if you insist sir or madame. There was a big conspiracy that Beyonce was wearing a fake bump with proof of a picture that did appear to be a bit frumpy but anyone who has watched someone go though pregnancy and maybe countless times the woman is usually a bit frumpy during the start of the pregnancy which means looks like she or he has a cushion underneath the top and it’s not proper rounded we all have had the cushion underneath the top and pretended to be pregnant for a laugh and giggle or you might have been pregnant and know what I’m talking about.      

IN CONCLUSION

In short conspiracies videos and talking about conspiracies are fun to do but can lead you down dangerous paths and dark alleys which isn’t good for your mental health or your wellbeing. The other thing as well it can leave you feeling or being stupid and there is enough crazy and stupid in this world to go around. There’s nothing wrong about talking about conspiracy or watching conspiracy videos or browsing generally online but it should be treated with a pinch of salt and until you get solid proof it shouldn’t be taken serious. Whatever the case most of the people who perpetuate these rumours and conspiracies are mostly liars and they are unhinged and have some sort of agenda behind there wild tales or they are just hating cos they are either racist, sexist, a religious nut or something else. Always remember wait for the proof before going ahead and cancelling them or striking them off your fav list it’s the decent thing to do and saves you ending up looking stupid and insane in some cases. 

House Of Jacks Mix #5

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1. The Pegman (Peggy Remix)
2. Only On That
3. Drip Drop
4. Pure Hate
5. Mood Swings
6. Habit
7. Gotta Feel Good
8. Better Days
9. Love Isn’t A Thing (Young Thang Mix)
10. Thinking Blindly
11. All I Can Take
12. Manic Dramatics (Remix)
13. Darkness Shaddows Me
14. Intel
15. Dream Girl
16. Stuffy Wardrobe
17. Burning Fire Within
18. How It Feels (Bet They Don’t Tell Ya)
19. Electricity
20. That Ain’t Coohl

Charity Donations; Give; Samples

May 18, 2025

I was clearing out my cupboards when I discovered some noisy toys and other stuff that makes noise around my flat and in the neatly compacted cupboard, which led me to a new series of stuff from the charity shops, which my friend bought and will buy more. I’m done with the toys, so straight back to where they come from, the charity shop. Let’s see what the local charity shops have installed. I can smell something good now.

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Best Of G.N.L. Jungle/Drum & Bass Mix 2025

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1. The Reply (You’re Cray Cray)

2. Spring Morning (Alternative Mix)

3. Endless

4. Escape

5. Infringement

6. Hot & Chilling

7. Fake The Break

8. Feels Like This

9. Close Your Mouth

10. High Voltage

11. Your Desires

12. What The Future Holds

13. Seems To Be

14. Dimmed Lights (Original Mix)

15. 1,2 Cha Cha Cha

16. Let’s Be Real

17. Manic Dramatics (Alternative Version)

18. Horse Shoe

19. You Bet

20. Survival Fitness

21. Nothing

22. Hiding From Me

23. Here I Stand

24. Manic Dramatics

25. Everytime